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| Open Poetry #6 |
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You Never Want Me (I love you hun) |
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Cutie Putootie Member
since 2000-01-20
Posts 54Ohio |
I step towards you with my arms open wide I can see the tears in your hazy blue eyes I wonder if you'll ever feel as if your loved You never want me to hold you or want me to say "I love you" I touch your cheek on your sunken in face I wonder when you'll end this terrible race I look at your bones sticking out of your frame You never want me to feed you or want me to say "You're beautiful" You smile as you lay your head on my shoulder I pray and wish someone would have warned her You don't cry anymore I think you're just numb You never want me to comb your hair or let me rekindle your spark. My gaze stays locked on your mirror-like eyes I think of all my attempts, failures, and tries You never laugh anymore and you never cry You never let me listen to you or let alone, talk about your problem. As I hold you there I wish I could take you away But if I tried to take you, I know what you'd say You'd say, "I'm alright, I always am Kimberly." You never want me to take you away or let me make a bed for you here. I wish sometimes I could take your place Even if I am not your mother, but just a friend You are everything to me and I always have a fear that I'll lose you one day to the darkness... When you are in and out of the hospital you tear me apart dear. |
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Denise
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Member Seraphic
since 1999-08-22
Posts 22648 |
Your love shines in this Cutie. She must sense that. Perhaps that will be the very thing to bring about a miracle. HUGS to you both. Denise |
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Cutie Putootie Member
since 2000-01-20
Posts 54Ohio |
Dsnyder: Thanks so much for the HUGS I know I need them, along with her. I hope everything starts to turn around for the better. |
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Denise
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Member Seraphic
since 1999-08-22
Posts 22648 |
I do too, Cutie. I'll keep her in my prayers. Denise |
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Blondie Member
since 1999-08-06
Posts 307Ohio |
Ok Kim so you accomplished what you wanted, you almost made me cry. I was on the verge of crying but I held strong. You hit right home literally, and I know YOU know that, and probably the whole Passions.  But you know me, I have a passive personality. I'm so sorry for your hurt...REALLY sorry! AND...I'm trying, I really am...I'm trying daily.[This message has been edited by Blondie (edited 03-14-2000).] |
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Cutie Putootie Member
since 2000-01-20
Posts 54Ohio |
Blondie~ I love you, I didn't mean for you to get upset about this, I just meant for it to hit home, maybe even help. This is really how I feel hun, and I wish you could see it through my eyes because then you would see what you are putting yourself through. I know it's hard but I love you...I know you are having problems at home, but please listen to me. |
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Blondie Member
since 1999-08-06
Posts 307Ohio |
And I love you too...Thanks so much for your support. |
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