Open Poetry #6 |
He's Out There |
MyPenNameIsSam Member
since 2000-03-06
Posts 94usa |
This is an old poem... I wrote it in 1996 about something that happened when I was in 8th grade in 1992. I definetly do not profess this to be a very good poem either... just posting it for a friend or 2 to see and perhaps some of you might get something out of it as well. He's Out There Dedicated to a Bastard I wonder what would happen if I pulled the trigger I'm 18 now, nobody would think twice about killing me if I killed him But what if they knew how much it's hurt me? What if they knew how much it's effected the rest of my life? If they could see into my brain If I could roll the film If they could see the shame, and the guilt, and the humiliation If I could just tell somebody! If I could just let it all out! But I can't I can't because it's long gone I can't because it's over I can't because he's still around He's still alive, and he's still everywhere I look He's still the same guy He's still the same prick But we don't talk anymore We only talk when he's threatening me We only talk when there's a gun involved We only talk when he gets crazy That's why I keep my mouth shut That's why I bite my tongue- -It's because he's out there It's because he knows It's because he's watching Nobody understands it Nobody can know it Nobody else can feel it like I do Because nobody else is me Nobody else knows him like I do Nobody else knows exactly what I know And nobody ever will Because that's the way it has to be Because that's the way it is It's over. It's done with, and it's in the past... |
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JamesMichael Member Empyrean
since 1999-11-16
Posts 33336Kapolei, Hawaii, USA |
Whatever happened here it sounds like a hell of a thing to go thru. Hoping for the best for you...more blessings in your life..and less scum of the earth. If you like you could post some of your poems in dark. I do occasionally. James |
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