I'ts not right !!

It's not right !
  I'ts not fair.
That I have to fight.
  to breath for air...
Why is it light,
  When you are there?
Then it turns dark as night.
  to dark to bear.

How can you say goodnight,
  without a trace of care?
Leaving me alone in fright..
  That your dreams I'll never share.
Why do you get a green light.
  And get to go everywhere?
When I get a red light,
  And can't go anywhere?
You get to go left and right,
  Or anywhere you dare...
But I have to follow my headlight.
  And stay on the throughfare.

I'ts just not right.
  I want to Tell you I care.
But I'm afraid I might.
  Just get a glare...
So I'll just stay out of sight,
  and sit here and stare.
Hoping some day god might.
  Answer my prayer...