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To my Valentine |
RainbowGirl Member Elite
since 1999-07-31
Posts 3023United Kingdom |
You arrived and said you had something to ask me Not loving you I wondered what it could be as you stuttered and stumbled through your words your eyes clouded over and I knew you couldn't see I was pregnant and it wasn't your child you see we'd only been friends a short while but you wanted to give both me and my child the security if you and I walked up the aisle Your loving words weren't answered by my heart though I thanked you for your gift I had to be honest knowing I'd lose you as my friend and with the door closing so came the rift but 25 years on I remember the day so well what you offered to me and my extra beating heart my friend - the smiles I now wish I could tell wanting the best for me - we lived our lives apart True story, we were young and he was my friend and in the army but would have given me the world..how would life be if I had accepted his offer? Memories give you the power to collect roses in the winter... |
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Denise
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Member Seraphic
since 1999-08-22
Posts 22648 |
This is so touching, Cindy. You did the right thing, though, you shouldn't marry someone that you know you don't love. It wouldn't have lasted. It is a shame though that the friendship had to die...... Denise |
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Munda Member Elite
since 1999-10-08
Posts 3544The Hague, The Netherlands |
It seems God always sends an Angel in times of trouble and whether we accept the offer, or not, it's always an uplifting event. Beautiful poem RG. A beautiful rose in the winter. |
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dovesongs Member
since 2000-01-29
Posts 102Michigan |
As tears fall on my face...have you tried to get in touch with him. Might be nice if he knew what a gift he gave you, he may have been embarrassed and not really have heard you the first time. (Just a thought). God Bless you... This was extremely touching. |
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WhtDove Member Rara Avis
since 1999-07-22
Posts 9245Illinois |
Cindy, this is so sad. It takes a real man to love and be a dad to a child that's not his. But, you did do the right thing, for if you don't love them, then it just won't work. I am sorry that the friendship didn't remain. <*\\\>< There's only two ways you can go... One way you can save your riches, And the other will save your soul. Rich Mullins |
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