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Stephani Junior Member
since 1999-11-26
Posts 32massachusetts~usa |
Daddy where did you go My life has come to a hault I miss you so Even though it was your own fault I am so confused-why was he taken away so fast? why did he drink? why did he drive? why is alcohol legal? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I'm not a very good poet,  but I like to express my feelings in some way, shape, or form.************Amanda why didn't you tell me? Joe why did you do it? Everything has been so hard this past year and a half Love feels like a river rushing through my veins Friendship isn't suppose to end Although lives end My only best-friend now lives 8 hours away I have no one to talk to I feel too much pain to keep it all inside If I do, it makes everything worse I try to make new friends But I feel like I can't trust anyone anymore I try to make new friends But no really knows me anymore I try to make new friend But there's too much to tell about myself It seems as though noone understands what I am going through I am way too young to have to deal with this stuff This suicidal stuff I think about finding a new love But it's way too hard What him and I have seems so wrong It's so hard for me to let go of my first love Because deep down inside it seems so right I am so confused He was unfaithful Yet I still love him I am so confused She never told me So I don't speak to her I am so confused Someone help me please Someone explain to me what is going on Someone give me good reasons why I should still communicate with my X-best-friend I feel as if mine & Joe's love is right I can picture us together later on in life I want to be with him later on in life I can't picture mine and Amanda's friendship going any further She's done this too often She's had too many "2nd chances" Joe is having a "2nd chance" I will not make the mistake with him that I did with Amanda ONE 2nd chance is ALL he gets Everyone says I can do much better I want much more I want more romance I want more passion I want more love I want more compassion But I want it all from him I need to be loved and I need to ALWAYS have the truth (I have always been lied to and used my whole life~I still don't know the WHOLE truth about my Daddy) I can't break up with him I wouldn't be able to wait again to be loved I have this weird need to be loved And since I have that now And I love someone too I can NOT let go I am so confused Are there any answers? ------------------ ***Stephani*** |
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Alwye
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Member Elite
since 1999-06-16
Posts 3850In the space between moments |
I'm sorry to say that their are no real answers, Stephani. Relationships are hard, and they are give and take. You may not want to let go, but sometimes you must. I do hope it works out though. I'd also like to tell you that this is an interactive board and if you reply to others, you will in return receive more replies. ------------------ *Krista Knutson* "If my heart had wings, I would fly to you and lie beside you as you dream....." ~Faith Hill: If My Heart Had Wings~ |
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Natalie Guerrero New Member
since 1999-11-22
Posts 9 |
Well i must say that, that was a very interesting and vivid poem. I'm sorry to say that I don't have any answers for you. I can only wish the best of luck and hope that everything turns out for you |
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Laura Junior Member
since 1999-11-26
Posts 26 |
First of all, Stephani, I would like to sy that this had been a big improvement from your last posts. Also, it sounds like you've had a tough life, and a lot of people have been unfair to you. I wish I could do something to help, but unfortunatly, I can't. I would like to offer my advice to you. You decide if you want it, and if you do, email me at [email protected] Thanks for sharing! ------------------ *~*Laura*~* "Dream over me with a tear, anything it takes to wish me here. Magic and sweet lulabyes, any lucky penny will do fine to wish me here." -Nikki Hassman "Any Lucky Penny" |
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