|Teen Poetry #2|
|My friends all hate me!|
since 2000-03-09Posts 52
I thought i was just saying the truth,
Every girl has a *****,
But what true friends go and tell,
The must have got ways from the west witch!
I only said them things,
Cause my best friend was getting taken away,
I never knew id regrtet telling them people,
On this very day.
Being a friend is to be to tell things to,
To able to trust,
But with most of my friends,
Trust isnt a must.
They laugh and smile at me when im there,
But when im gone they also ***** about me,
Their accusing me of something their doing,
Thats something they cant see.
I dont understand why peopole ive never done anything wrong to would turn on me so quick,
Treat me like ive commited a crime,
Saying things i never said,
Things id never say in this lifetime.
I'm always there for them when they need me,
For a true friend ill always be true,
I only *****ed because the one person i needed most was being taken away,
So if your one of my true friends, all always be here for you.
Ok, im dumb im a ***** im a slut,
I'm a stupid spastic who has no life,
Who biches about everyone behind their backs,
A person who causes everyone strife.
A person told the person what i said, (what they thought i said)
But what i meant by a slut was a tart,
This person really hurt my feelings,
Aimed at me with a gun and let the bullet rip throuh my Heart.
All i have to say is,
I'm a good friend i never back stab anyone for no cause,
I wasnt going through a good time, i was in a stage of self hatred and now im back there again,
My friends are all not my friends, they've put them seves on pause.
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since 2000-02-02Posts 2797
OK Mell. You have your opinions and we have ours. The truth comes out in the end.
"Poetry is the language in which man explores his own amazement."
since 2000-02-12Posts 238
well sounds like this is only one side of the story. This person that apparently 'let the bullet rip through your heart', you say she told people things that you didn't say? well the truth why i'm not eager to fully believe you is that you are swearing that you didn't say anything, when in fact you did. In case you don't remember you told me,EJ, jen and who' else knows how many people. oooohhh, must be a slight slip of the memory. But what i'd like to know is how can you have the nerve to rig a friend in by stating something and swearing on their life that it is true, where in fact it isn't. Is that what a good friend does?? I think perhaps that you view yourself a much higher rate friend then what you actually are. the truth and reality is that every body ******* and back stabs at several points in their life. So what makes you think you have and never would back stab? coz i think you did enough backstabbing in the past few weeks to last a lifetime.
well then...all of us must be really crappy friends by your standards. your best friend is being taken away?? mell...just how many times have you resorted to that excuse? i'd advise that you think of a better one coz that one is starting to tire.accusing you of something that we have done? done what exactly? degraded the reputation of a friend just because we are envious? just because the attention isn't focussed on us? last time i checked you seemed to be doing a really great job of this. obviously you don't see mel that you have brought this upon yourself, no one made you say it, no one made you tell another person, no one made you who you are. except yourself. your decisions, your problem. people don't turn on people for no reason. they turn in defence of themselves and others. think about it...defending friends is what being a good friend is all about...so if you are such a 'good'friend then why are you doing the attacking and not the defending? oh that's right...yoú are defending...yourself that is...trying to take back what you have said doesn't make you right.
yuo are hurt by the person you told?? what about how the people are feeling, the one's you apparently did back stab?? ever stop to think how their confidence and feelings are right now? being called a slut doesn't really boost the self esteem.
you were in a stage of self hatred? well...continue like this and i don't think it will be self hatred you will be suffering...but a very big loss of true friends. Mel...stop playing it out as if you are the victim, you're not. People will only treat you how you treat them. So don't expect us to forget and treat you with respect. coz obviously by your method of playing one friend against another just to try and justify what you said, and then looking at someone and telling them a flat out lie...that is not respectful. Not only hurts others but ends up hurting yourself. Take a good hard look at yourself, coz not many people want to at the moment.
here's some advice....grow up...and learn to face and accept your actions...you said it, you deal with the consequences.
i never thought i'd die alone, i laughed the loudest who'd have known?
i traced the cord back to the wall, no wonder it was never plugged in at all
i took my time, i hurried up
the choice was mine i didn't think enough
I'm too depressed to go on, you'll be sorry when i'm gone
I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when i still felt alive, we couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over i'd survived
I couldn't wait till i got home, to pass the time in my room alone
I never thought i'd die alone, another six months I'll be unknown
Give all my things to my friends, you'll never set foot in my room again
You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time i spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall, please tell mum this is not her fault
I never conquered, rarely came
But tomorrow holds such better days
Days when i can still feel alive, when i can't wait to get outside
The world was wide, the time goes by
The tour is over, i've survived
I can't wait till i get home, to pass the time in my room alone
since 2000-01-25Posts 2556
Floating gently on a cloud....
All I can say is that I hope you guys manage to work this one out....there appears to be plenty of hurt on both sides. *hugs* to you all.
Love and hugs,
"Poetry is the true expression of my soul, it is my ultimate means of communication. It is my rainbow of delight."
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