Teen Poetry #2 |
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MelBear Junior Member
since 2000-03-26
Posts 29Imlay City, Mi |
Earlier this year I was going through a serious depression. I lost two dear friends in a car acident and I had no desire to go on.For those of you that are reading this and are already depressed let me tell you I have been there and suicide is not the choice... it is three months later from the time I alomost killed myself and my life has never been better please doon't give up.Anyhow, In that time a wrote this poem: Thoughts are going through my head to end the life I have lead. I am so frightened and so alone. I am ready to go home. School is so hard and my life is a mess. I wanted to be so much, But I am much less. A guy a like is playing hard to get I am going to have a fit. Nothing dulls my pain, It just flows through every vain. I wish I could just got to bed, and lay there dead. This is how I want to be, for the rest of eternity. They will bury me six feet deep. I will then just be a dirty heap. Magets will crawl into my eyes, and eat through my thighs. Eventually they will forget I exsist. That would be bliss. |
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ESP Member Elite
since 2000-01-25
Posts 2556Floating gently on a cloud.... |
I am so glad that you didn't kill yourself! I am so glad your life is getting better. I don't know you but reading your poetry has made me worry about you. I hope your life coniues to get better and better. |
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