|Teen Poetry #2|
since 2000-03-26Posts 29
Imlay City, Mi
Earlier this year I was going through a serious depression. I lost two dear friends in a car acident and I had no desire to go on.For those of you that are reading this and are already depressed let me tell you I have been there and suicide is not the choice... it is three months later from the time I alomost killed myself and my life has never been better please doon't give up.Anyhow, In that time a wrote this poem:
Thoughts are going through my head
to end the life I have lead.
I am so frightened and so alone.
I am ready to go home.
School is so hard and my life is a mess.
I wanted to be so much, But I am much less.
A guy a like is playing hard to get
I am going to have a fit.
Nothing dulls my pain,
It just flows through every vain.
I wish I could just got to bed,
and lay there dead.
This is how I want to be,
for the rest of eternity.
They will bury me six feet deep.
I will then just be a dirty heap.
Magets will crawl into my eyes,
and eat through my thighs.
Eventually they will forget I exsist.
That would be bliss.
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since 2000-01-25Posts 2556
Floating gently on a cloud....
I am so glad that you didn't kill yourself! I am so glad your life is getting better. I don't know you but reading your poetry has made me worry about you. I hope your life coniues to get better and better.
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