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jytree Member
since 2000-01-26
Posts 336omaha ark usa |
The mistake, You ask what is it?. I will tell you, It is when I ask a woman to date me and they turn me down. This is the mistake. They underestate me too much. I am a famous lover ready in my heart. I pamper girls. Sex is not a reward instead I treat woman that want me with more than Sex I present them with a heart of solid gold. A lover spirit of platunmen. Yet they look at me spit in my eyes, laugh and walk away leaving me here to pick up my heart and put it back together again. I pray for the day that I can find a woman that will put my heart back together again for me. Still in the night I cry myself to sleep for the pain I hold inside from them. I know what I from you. Do you know what you want from me? Most don't so they do not see me. They see a big fat guy. I see a fallen angel, a hurt warrior for all time because of the pain they live inside of me. I am scared in my heart. When will my time come when I can finally be happy, I don't want to live this life anymore. I am so unhappy but I don't let it show. When they break my heart I don't show it I walk away like a proud man. Yet inside I am torn apart. So women out there remember try not to hurt the guy to much. Men and Women are the future but if we cannot get along our future is doomed. Men don't use women just to get what you want, if you do you are no better than the flith we try to element everyday. My heart is scared. Please someone help me. The Phamtom Poet Michael Jay Vaughn |
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sweetcollege_girl Senior Member
since 1999-12-03
Posts 872just about where I want to be |
Jay, I feel so sorry about the scene outside today. And I feel as though part of it is my fault. I should've waited to give her that letter. I don't know why I gave it to her then when you were there. I am sorry! I would say more, but I think this is something I should e-mail you about  "For every beauty, there is an eye somewhere to see it. For every truth, there is an ear somewhere to hear it For every love, there is a heart somewhere to receive it".--Ivan Panin |
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angel6917 Member
since 2000-01-14
Posts 478WI |
Hey, now, jytree, don't be so down on yourself. I understand how you feel. People don't look at me for who I am, but for who they seem to think I am. I'm a person who cares way too much for others, and I don't try to fit in with everyone else. I don't wear what's in style, but what I think is comfortable. Ya know, that kind of stuff. But there's always someone behind what you see, and that someone is what counts. The inner beauty is what makes a person... ~Kristi Lynn  |
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jytree Member
since 2000-01-26
Posts 336omaha ark usa |
Thanks lavada&kristy I just really messed up today I hurt my friends feelings and she would have done anything for me what I have done I cannot forgive myself for along time all I wanted is just to be close to her and un love but I screwed up so I am glad that I am just her friend The Phamtom Poet Michael Jay Vaughn |
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DragonFang Senior Member
since 2000-03-09
Posts 522Missouri, USA |
I know how you feel, several times I've asked girls out, and while there was never any scene where others could see, I think perhaps having it all in privite can be worse becuase you don't want to tell anyone, but they all know and wont confront you about it. Well, enough of my problems, I understand how you feel and I hope that you feel better. "Sa souvraya niende missian ye." I am lost in my own mind. |
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