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i dont have to ............die inside agian.
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i dont have to ............die inside agian. |
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amber Member
since 1999-06-15
Posts 240los banos, ca, 
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they ask me how can i still love you, after everything youve done, but theyve never learned the meaning, of unconditional love. they think i dont remember, every tear ive ever cried, all the times i looked away, from the apologies in your eyes. they think ive made myself forget, all the pain thats in my heart, but i try not to hold the past agianst you, even if it tears me apart. they say i dont deserve, all the pain youve put me through, but who are they to say, they havent lived all the goodtimes to. they tell me trust is everything, and without it i have nothing, but im willing to try an rebuild it, because i know you love me. you tell me that im foolish, for thinking the way i do, you tell me im the only one, and god i want to believe you. you tell me not to worry, about ever having to let go, i just want the promise, if i do, ill be the first to know. i tell you that i love you, despite everything that used to be, they dont hear the softness in your voice, when you say you love me. i ask you so many questions, but hide the answers from heart, because if your mind is elsewhere, my world will fall apart. they dont know you like i do, they dont feel you like i can, they dont know how hard its been, and theyll never understand. you dont know me like i do, you dont understand the way i feel, that everything in my heart, has been broken, but my love is real. they dont have to love you, or cry the way i do, you dont have to love me, the unconditional way that i love you. i dont have to listen, to all the things they say, i dont have to let our past, stand in our futures way. we dont have to be perfect, or live a life without pain, i just dont ever want, to have to die inside agian. |
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RainbowGirl Member Elite
since 1999-07-31
Posts 3023United Kingdom |
Amber: Follow your heart..  HUGS ------------------ You give but little when you give of your possessions. It is when you give of yourself that you truly give. |
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Lucie Senior Member
since 1999-06-20
Posts 1077Houston |
Only we know what is in our heart. And love is not something that can be turned on and off like a faucet. |
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cilla New Member
since 1999-10-20
Posts 3logansport, IN. USA |
i know how your feeling for i'm there myself. sometimes you feel as though there are others going through what you feel. this hits home,, bravo. ------------------ Lori Louthain |
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Pepper Member Elite
since 1999-08-19
Posts 3079Southern Florida |
Heartfelt words. Thanks for sharing amber...... ------------------ May your days be filled with lots of sunshine and your nights lit up by golden moonbeams |
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Watcher666 Senior Member
since 1999-10-13
Posts 1606 |
Listen to your heart..it never lies.Well done. ------------------ Illusion...what we see and what we do...it's all up to you. |
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Moonshine Member
since 1999-10-01
Posts 265Australia |
Oh Amber, that was a beautiful poem - so many feelings. *******Trust in your heart and follow your dreams - that's the way to find out what life means.******* If you ever need an ear - let me know. (((((((Huggs))))))) |
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Marilyn Member Elite
since 1999-09-26
Posts 2621Ontario, Canada |
Listen to yourself...only you know how much you can take or how little. Follow your heart. |
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amber Member
since 1999-06-15
Posts 240los banos, ca, |
you are all so right, and thank you for your comments. it still seems odd to me that when i was growing up there were so many things that i said i would never put up with from a man. and now love seems to have changed my views on all of that. yes it has ben hard but the rewards only my heart can understand, and it hurts that no one takes the time to see the goodtimes, and how happy i am. they only focus and constantly remind me of all the pain. sometimes it gets hard.thanks agian. |
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