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Michael

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Member Rara Avis

since 1999-08-13

Posts 7666
California

0 posted 1999-10-02 01:51 PM

Please Tell Me It's OK

Please tell me it's ok
To miss you the way I do?
Please tell me there's a way
To see this darkness through.

God, I need to hear your voice.
I need to know you're still there.
Do I really have a choice?
I cant just pretend I don't care.

I still see you in my dreams,
I hold you in my mind.
But when I awake it seems,
Reality holds me blind.

Is there something I've said?
Did I turn you away?
Or has the dream of love led
Two akin hearts astray?

I'm constantly recounting
All the words you used to say.
Forgive me, Love, for doubting...
But please tell me it's ok.

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Michael Anderson

I could not love except where Death
Was mingling his with Beauty's breath -
Or Hymen, Time, and Destiny
Were stalking between her and me.
EAP

Dragoness
Senior Member

since 1999-08-07

Posts 513

1 posted 1999-10-02 02:09 PM

I hope you get your answer soon. *Hugs*

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Set you heart free and your mind will follow.

suthern

Member Seraphic

since 1999-07-29

Posts 20723
Louisiana

2 posted 1999-10-02 02:16 PM

I hope you get your answer soon and it's the one your heart hopes for... such a sad and beautiful poem!

Christopher

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Member Rara Avis

since 1999-08-02

Posts 8296
Purgatorial Incarceration

3 posted 1999-10-02 02:17 PM

Ahh Michael, there's nothing more terrifying than the things our minds can imagine when given time and no replies.
I feel for you friend, and will some strngth your way to help fend off those frightening imaginings!

Chris

DreamEvil
Member Elite

since 1999-06-22

Posts 2396

4 posted 1999-10-02 02:55 PM

Keep the faith, my friend for you keep it well.

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Now and forever my heart hears ~one voice~.
DreamEvil©

Starith
Member

since 1999-08-18

Posts 176
Leesburg, FL USA

5 posted 1999-10-02 05:27 PM

Ohhh...I'm so sorry Michael. But please stop writing such sad poems...my contacts can't handle this...and I can't afford new contacts every week...LOL.

I'm sure everything is fine, but I do know what you are going through. When the mind is mixed with fear and the heart is involved...there is no comfort until you hear the voice of the one that you love. I hope you hear it very soon!

Loved the poem, really.

Star

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We are only truly apperciated after we are no more!

Balladeer

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Member Empyrean

since 1999-06-05

Posts 25505
Ft. Lauderdale, Fl USA

6 posted 1999-10-02 06:12 PM

It's ok.

hoot_owl_rn
Member Patricius

since 1999-07-05

Posts 10750
Glen Hope, PA USA

7 posted 1999-10-02 06:22 PM

Michael, I knew when I saw your name and the title, I would be in tears after reading again. I wish I knew what to say. All I can say is I hope you hear something soon and give her the benifit of the doubt, maybe something happened over which she has no control.

Lost Dreamer
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since 1999-06-20

Posts 2464
Somewhere near the Rainbow

8 posted 1999-10-02 06:31 PM

Michael, Love conquers all, stand strong all is not for nothing. I know she is somewhere praying she can come to answer you soon. It's O.K. to trust, and have faith that one day soon your heart will be reunited with it's destiny.

WhtDove
Member Rara Avis

since 1999-07-22

Posts 9245
Illinois

9 posted 1999-10-02 07:41 PM

It's ok to feel this way! Christopher's right, when the mind has time it will start to think things like that. Hang in there, the day is coming soon. I'm sure something important has kept her. I'm sure she is dying to talk to you!

PhaerieChild
Senior Member

since 1999-08-30

Posts 1787
Aloha, Oregon

10 posted 1999-10-03 07:29 PM

Michael, I know that you are hurting and I wish I knew all the right things to say to make you whole again but we all know only one can do that. Just try to keep the faith and I know in my heart of hearts that two people do not write such beautiful poetry and not feel it. She will be back soon.

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If you love me like music, I'll be your song.
~Heart~ Dreamboat Annie

Marilyn
Member Elite

since 1999-09-26

Posts 2621
Ontario, Canada

11 posted 1999-10-03 08:21 PM

I have no words for you Micheal. Words can not really help you right now..mine anyway. All I can offer is a shoulder to cry on and warm, friendly arms to comfort for a moment. You will have your answer in time, it is just the wait that hurts.

((((((((((((((((((((HUG)))))))))))))))))))))

Severn
Member Rara Avis

since 1999-07-17

Posts 7704

12 posted 1999-10-03 08:35 PM

It's been a couple of days since you posted this - I hope now all is well. I truly feel for you, Michael, I know that worry - but I have a great feeling about this! I'm sure all will be well.

Sally S.
Senior Member

since 1999-06-07

Posts 847
Ohio

13 posted 1999-10-03 11:24 PM

Knowing that so many are wishing they could ease your pain must be of some comfort to you, Michael. I too hope you get the answers you seek...very soon. (((HUGS)))

poetFemmeFatale
Member Elite

since 1999-07-25

Posts 2646
Arkansas

14 posted 1999-10-19 11:55 PM

Michael....gees....somehow I missed this one when I got back from my move...I found it tonight and read it...(crying) I knew you were hurting, and I wanted so bad to be able to tell you it's ok...that I'd be back soon. I'm so glad we have eachother close now, where we can call when we get worried....I'm so sorry for all the pain you felt - You know I'm here to stay.

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I beckon you to come...I lure you with my tongue... - poet FemmeFatale

JennyLee
Senior Member

since 1999-09-01

Posts 1461
Northwestern, NJ.

15 posted 1999-10-22 06:16 PM

Very sad but,indeed brillant!

Jenny

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