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Ode to Mistake #3 |
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Stefanie71 Junior Member
since 1999-09-16
Posts 13 |
it took a while, i must admit for the hurt to go away now i'm just more than numb to love in future days many things i had to think many factors to churn about now i see the whole picture how he feels, there's no doubt so many things- shall i name them let see, here's the list albiet, i may sound bitter let me start with the first kiss oh so lovely and reassuring i found the man that desired me little did i know in 10000 hours he'd no longer be kissing me the loss of attraction, im no longer new the thrill i thought i gave him his wandering eyes dont look at me it was as if we'd never been doesn't know what he wants with me or if to begin it has alot to do with the state i'm in for you see, i have three little ones in my life they'll always be but to him a condemning life one that would not let him free and the fact he's my best friend makes it harder in every way i cannot change what i am to make him want to stay his moody side hurts me so cause i know i caused the grump his stone sold face, and longing eyes anyday he's going to dump-- Me- of course, it never fails when i trully love a man they run and hide, and get away as fast as they can the one before me, the Queen stuck a dagger in the knight even though i pulled it out he's still bleeding every night I try to suture the wound to stop the blood for a while he ends up ripping the bandages exposing flesh, just like a child he wont let go, he cant let go it's not in his nature even if i loved him more his memory will not mature he's seen the tears and read my thoughts knows exactly how i felt i have no choice but to go his heart i cannot melt im living in a graveyard one he's built from his past im just another person in his life filming cast nothing significant, just a friend who's comfortable as a shoe something warm, something soft when he's blue to cuddle to no passion in his eyes, any fool could tell he no longer wanted me no fire in his touch, no I love you's i should just leave him be but i have a vow to keep no matter how much it hurts to be his friend, till life ends maybe thats my one true worth so goodbye-- to my love the one i desired for me at least i learned a lesson and wrote an Ode to Mistake #3. |
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Isis Member Ascendant
since 1999-09-06
Posts 6296Sunny Queensland |
So sad.. But having kids should make no difference to him. He's a fool by the sound of him and always will be. Your luck and love will change. Meanwhile you have many friends here. ------------------ Words that enlighten the soul are more precious than jewels. ~Isis~ |
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