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Skyfire![]() ![]() ![]() ![]()
since 2000-12-27
Posts 3381Riding ![]() |
Dear Sir, I would like to inform you of my currently melencholy mood. I'm more stressed than I'd like to admit, and there is nothing you can do about it, although I am sure that you'd love to help me out. To be completely honest, I'm scared. You already know that I have no idea what I want, but right now I am terrified as to what is going on. We might be kicked out within the next two weeks, and if that happens, I have no idea what will happen to me. I don't have a clue as to where I will go next. Maybe I'll move down to the US or something. Where? I don't know. If I'm really desperate I'll go back up to my parents' place. I was just wondering... why is this happening to me? I finally thought that things might be going better... I guess I was wrong. Perhaps it would be best if you just turned around while you still can and leave me be. I tend to only attract trouble lately. I know that one is supposed to try and keep a good attitude when things go bad, but I'd like to see someone live my life lately and keep a good attitude. Is it any wonder that the more I think about it the more my thoughts begin to wander down that little path that I usually avoid mentioning because of the reactions that people give me when I get that wild look in my eyes. I can feel another episode coming on, Sir, and it scares me, because I don't know what I'll end up doing this time. I feel sick. I feel physically sick to my stomach, I'm so worried right now. Anyway I've taken up enough of your time. I appreciate you reading this, and I still strongly suggest that you turn around and leave before I can cause anymore damage. Though I know that for some reason you won't. Sincerely, Rhonda [This message has been edited by Skyfire (04-08-2003 04:37 AM).] |
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Marshalzu![]() ![]() ![]() ![]()
since 2001-02-15
Posts 2681Lurking |
*hugs* This is such a wonderfully written peice. You know how much I love it ![]() |
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Larry C![]()
since 2001-09-10
Posts 10286United States |
Rhonda, I survived those days with the line "someday I'll look back at this and laugh!" Turns out I was right and it got me through. But it doesn't change the degree of difficulty. Just don't forget it's building character and heaven knows we all need THAT. ![]() ![]() If tears could build a stairway and memories a lane, I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again. |
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Cpat Hair![]()
since 2001-06-05
Posts 11793 |
I can feel another episode coming on, Sir, and it scares me, because I don't know what I'll end up doing this time. I feel sick. I feel physically sick to my stomach, I'm so worried right now. In many ways...I've been at this place a few times and know how the ill feeling can drive us to do some strange things.... I hope "Dear Sir" listened and helped... for while we make out own choices and live our own lives, we are often in need of a hand or a shoulder to support us.... |
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SPIRIT Senior Member
since 2002-12-29
Posts 1745California Desert |
Well! I don't have room to put you up, but I certainly can offer up a prayer for resolve in your situation. Maybe it's time to 'keep your nose clean' and stay out of trouble, boring somewhat, maybe - but might save a lot of worries. Good luck and I sincerely hope things turn around for you. |
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Skyfire![]() ![]() ![]() ![]()
since 2000-12-27
Posts 3381Riding |
Andrew... thank you very much. My reaction to your comments about it were the result of a bit of a shock as I had just used prose as a vent. Larry... thank you very much as well kind sir ![]() Cpat... he did indeed, although I wasn't sure at all who he was when I was writing this. Turns out it was to more than one person, and they were all there for me as best as they could be. Still are ![]() Spirit... I agree wholeheartedly about staying out of trouble for a while ![]() ![]() Life may be hard, but it's your attitude that determines your happieness |
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