navwin » Main Forums » Open Poetry #50 » Somewhere, Within
Open Poetry #50
Post A Reply Post New Topic Somewhere, Within Go to Previous / Newer Topic Back to Topic List Go to Next / Older Topic
jwesley
Member Rara Avis
since 2000-04-30
Posts 7563
Spring, Texas

0 posted 2020-01-29 02:43 PM


Somewhere, Within

Somewhere,
in a mind blackened by abusive parents,
drugs, bullies and the rejection of my peers
whom I wanted as friends,
I still linger, a tiny light, a flame shadow bright.
I haven’t given up,
though the temptation has been strong.
I bleed,
not like blood
redly dripping and running
from wounds or pores,
nor like pustules
oozing with yellowed rot,
swirled with red, but
from and within, my soul.
I think that’s the real me,
everything else being the façade
that gets me through the day.

Somewhere, Within,
I dream of being

You.
© wesley james beard, jr.
January 29, 2020

[This message has been edited by jwesley (01-29-2020 10:42 PM).]

© Copyright 2020 Wesley James Beard, Jr. - All Rights Reserved
Lori Grosser Rhoden
Member Patricius
since 2009-10-10
Posts 10202
Fair to middlin' of nowhere
1 posted 2020-01-29 03:01 PM


Jimmy,
This really moved me. I can so relate. ~L

Paul Wilson
Deputy Moderator 1 TourDeputy Moderator 1 Tour
Member Elite
since 2002-07-07
Posts 4711
United States
2 posted 2020-01-29 06:08 PM


James...I can relate to you and this poem, as I was also bullied while growing up.
While growing up just being a part of something like others were was my dream.
Thanks for sharing this inner you with all of us...Paul

~~To share my poems with you is to share my heart with you~~
Paul

Marchmadness
Member Rara Avis
since 2007-09-16
Posts 9271
So. El Monte, California
3 posted 2020-05-09 03:08 AM


Powerful sharing, Jimmy. Just kick those demons to the curb. I grew up pretty poor and was bullied but not much. If not for my sarcastic sense of humor it would have been worse.

Michael
Moderator
Member Rara Avis
since 1999-08-13
Posts 7666
California
4 posted 2020-05-31 12:22 PM


"everything else being the façade
that gets me through the day."

I think a very many of us can relate to that line.  I wonder what percentage of who we are is who we show the world?

Post A Reply Post New Topic ⇧ top of page ⇧ Go to Previous / Newer Topic Back to Topic List Go to Next / Older Topic
All times are ET (US). All dates are in Year-Month-Day format.
navwin » Main Forums » Open Poetry #50 » Somewhere, Within

Passions in Poetry | pipTalk Home Page | Main Poetry Forums | 100 Best Poems

How to Join | Member's Area / Help | Private Library | Search | Contact Us | Login
Discussion | Tech Talk | Archives | Sanctuary