What If? 
what if, there is something 
something more than beyond 
deeper than the mind 
what if, there is something 
something more then a dream 
breathing sensuality 
what if, there is no more pain 
something more than an emotion 
would it heal the soul? 

there is a piece 
hidden and set apart 
a hole that feels like black 
no sparkle of light yet to find 
no shadow within to rest my mind

still, here I am 
a small silhouette waiting 
for a simple touch 
that tells me 
I still am alive