Yes


I’m watching the fluff of the cottonwood
It’s falling outside like snow
The violent wind’s rushing into my room
To give me his cruel “no”


And terrible thoughts burst into my mind
I have nothing more to say
The weather goes mad every time I find
I’m losing my way again


I’m coming to meet you through all my life
In spite of the mess and lies
And now that nightmare, the shattering knife
It’s flashing before my eyes


The shine on the floor, I wait for your flight
I can not forecast the cause
You look at me blindly and you pass me by
And I realize the worst


Oh, what’s going on, I would like to get!
Though still our ties are strong
My fears are naught as compared to that
It’s clear that something is wrong


I know you can see my soul inside out
And how could I ever guess
That even in case I call you and shout
You won’t recognize my face


So chances may come and years may pass
I have nothing more to do
Like Alice behind her renowned looking-glass
I must run away from you


And if I can’t break the transparent wall
Arisen between us now
The ground may be rough, the tears may roll
I’ll check if the Earth is round


At random I’m choosing my hazy road
And maybe the stars will bless
I wish you to find me! I’m praying God
To hear his gracious “yes”


06/2013