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Open Poetry #46

Jumbled Emotions

zeusthamghty
Junior Member

since 2010-06-20

Posts 45
west virginia, usa

0 posted 2010-06-22 12:49 PM

In this world
So dark and gloomy
People don’t know how it feels.
How it feels to keep everything locked inside,
Every emotion, every thought
With no one to talk to.
Everything gets jumbled up
And comes out wrong.
Most of the time it is a great anger
Followed by a great depression.
Then with new worries forming
I just sit and think.
Will I lose her forever?
Will things last between them?
Or will there be another chance for me to show how I feel?
I’m scared of what may happen
And of a love that will go unnoticed.
I’m scared for the first time in my life, in a manner,
That I may truly be alone forever.
I do have people that care
But not in the way
That I want or need them to.
I need to be able to show my love
In such a way that it will be unconditional
And noticed by everyone.
I need the person that I was
And not the person that I am.
The person that I am scares everyone,
Including myself.
And no one needs me the way that I am
They need me the way that I was,
Only then will I be recognized.
And loved the way that I want to be loved.

Eldest
Member

since 2010-06-15

Posts 177
Alabama

1 posted 2010-06-22 01:02 PM

You can't go back, so the thing to do is go forward and try to become more like the man you were

zeusthamghty
Junior Member

since 2010-06-20

Posts 45
west virginia, usa

2 posted 2010-06-22 01:11 PM

that is the reason that i write my poetry. trying to go forward with my life.

zeusthamghty
Junior Member

since 2010-06-20

Posts 45
west virginia, usa

3 posted 2010-06-22 01:13 PM

and i have moved forward in my life from the time this poem was written.

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