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SlowlyFallAway
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since 2008-08-29
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North Carolina

0 posted 2009-12-23 12:46 PM


I gave it up as if it were never mine to start with
Something that had no effect, no influence whatsoever
But it was obvious, the toll it took, the back roads I had to travel
Just in an attempt to run, to hide
So I would never have to hurt myself again

I let temptation go in society's eyes
While I watched every last one of them deny it ever existed
Questioning how they could lack the feeling
That I've lived my whole life to forget

I stand by, idle, like the monitor inside my head
Displaying pictures of things I've seen, impressions I've made
I took my eyes off the screen
Turned away and stared into the empty space that resided inside the room

This is all I left myself with
When ignorance forced it's way out of my brain
And I saw more corruption
In the channels that I flipped through
Than I had seen in the world itself

Judgmental voices choked the life out of me
About how I was so stupid to think I could fight this for a second
The one battle I could never win, the reason I've been alone so long
Because the only thing that fills my head
Is the static
Of what I refuse to believe has become humanity's lifestyle

Emily Shives
12/20/09


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Chalmette Guy
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since 2009-03-11
Posts 1257
Louisiana
1 posted 2009-12-23 03:02 PM


I can feel an empty ache in reading this that reminds me of myself in days gone by.

Truly takes me back to a time and place vividly.

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