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Love_Skull
Junior Member

since 2008-07-15

Posts 44

0 posted 2009-04-22 12:29 PM

suppose to hold on
suppose to make it through
this feelings all wrong
its a different world without you

suppose to stay strong
suppose to come through
haven't seen you in so long
things always narrowed down to me and you

i miss you so much
i wont forget you
not that i can
just want to let you know to

i keep asking why
your the one who had to leave
dont know how much i cry
it hurts so much to know that you left

now your gone
there you go
outta my life
but i cant let it show

i wish you were hear
as i go through my day
wish i knew you'd be near
but there is no way

you passed by
i watch as you go
but im the one to try
not to let it show

but today i cracked
i let it show
how much i miss you
but dont want to let you go

gotta let you go
but i cant
i promised id try
and i failed

broken promises to myself
dont give a damn anymore
dont care if you see me cry
or watch me cripple to the floor

seeing you go
cant believe it happened
to quickly to react
my cousin, my best friend

you gave up
i keep trying
they try to convince me your gone
i say there lying

slipping away from myself
call me insane
i dont care anymore
i wont erase you from my brain

i cant let go
cant believe whats happened
gotta get rid from this nightmare
but its not pretend

im not the only one
i know its true
never claimed i was the only one
who cries fountains of blue

cant believe this moment passed
thought the chance would always be there
never thought that it wouldn't last
and watch as the final seconds disappear

wish i could see you again
but it isn't the same
wish i could tell myself you are on the mend
but you passed by

cant bring you back
you aren't returning
you gotta cut me some slack
if im pretending your still here

not giving up
you cant budge me
im not leaving the fight unfinished
the one to let you be

but you slipped away
gone off the earth
cant believe it wasn't today
when we were happy

together and playing
on a playground when we were 5
but now its raining
time ticked by

tired of lies
there to confusing
but i wont let you go
i wont believe that were losing

dont tell me the battle is lost
just because your gone
we will always be together
no matter what goes wrong

tears slip
down my face they roll
im gonna flip
down one by one they go

you left without warning
one day and your just gone
clearly its left a mark
its just so wrong

i love you
i miss you
you are my closest family member
wish the one gone hadn't been you

you slipped away
far beyond reach
youd be 15 in may
just a couple of weeks

out of reach
you pass by
flying,so to speak
i just need to know why

i wont forget you
never have, never will
i love you
always have, always will

this isnt goodbye
its only a different kind of hello
i will stop asking why
but ill never let you go

written by :leah stonis

in loving memory of ashley j. levesque

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ashley is my cousin
May 9 - April 5

XxForever.BrokenxX
Senior Member

since 2008-01-20

Posts 891
Neverland

1 posted 2009-04-23 10:28 PM

I love this.
what a fantastic write.
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KatVern17
Junior Member

since 2009-05-07

Posts 33

2 posted 2009-05-12 01:17 PM

Just thought you should know the differences between hear and here:

hear- perceive with the ear the sound (that was made by someone or something).

here-in, at, or to this place or position.

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