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Dark Poetry #5

this is for you

Desirer4New
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since 2008-04-23

Posts 57
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0 posted 2010-09-27 09:02 PM

you read one day what wasn't yours.
something your eyes werent suppose to see.
but yet you took a look at my feelings and what my soul intold.
i hated you and now that hate is fading
i want it back
that hate kept me safe
kept me guarded
from
from you
your dangerous
your real
my one
my true
my real
my you
back and forth your mind must get dizzy
confused and hurt
i constantly feel
mixed emotions you boil
i hope you read this
one day or today
makes no difference to me
but you make pain so intense and so real
scars on my arm are yours
carved so deep
my mind circles your name with black ink
f%^% you
f&*^ this
f&*^ you
you cant make up your mind
ill never tell you
but you can read
my love for you
is sick and old
i knew one day that this was it
no matter where it goes what you do or what i yell
you scream i breathe
i fade you i cant believe your still reading
f)(* you
look what you did
if you stop now you'll never know
i want you
you told me you wanted me
you said you needed me
but you show me that no more
your ignorance is leading
to where the path dies young
for that is what i wish if i cant have you
not for me
not literally
but i will never feel for someone the way i feel for you
i'm not sure its possible
if you dont believe in God
who do you pray to at night?
when i should be sleeping the dog barks in the distance
and my thoughts are with you
but you shut them out
you block your mind from me
why ?
ill never understand
you show me nothing
you give me nothing
i deserve it
thats the explanation
misguided and mislead
to far now
i must turn
back
i thought you loved me
i have a long way to go
f$%# you
i thought you would give me everything
f%$# this
it can be fixed
you have choosen to let it die
i wont let you blame me
i blame you
i wanted you
you wanted me
in the rain by the water you said my name
you ment what you told me
everything thats what you said
my world fell down when you shook your head
you promised you wouldn't leave
i promised i would be here
i hate you
you hate me
now please let us go to sleep

s1nfully_1nn0c3nt
Senior Member

since 2003-10-26

Posts 1105
Watertown, NY

1 posted 2010-10-06 02:39 PM

I'm not sure I understand this.....Its very back and fort-ish. Perhaps with an insight to what this is written about, I'll better appreciate it. But its good otherwise.

There are places in the heart that do not yet exist; suffering has to enter in for them to come to be - LeonBloy

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