Not knowing why love is gone - angry

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Dark Poetry #5

Not knowing why love is gone - angry

Mr Naz
Junior Member

since 2009-10-22

Posts 29
London United Kingdom

0 posted 2009-10-23 06:35 AM

Anger In My Soul

This morning I awoke
With anger in my soul
Is this some kind of joke
That you play as I do crawl
Through your screen full of smoke
Trying to avoid the hole
That makes me fall – heart broke

I’ve tried to contact you
In many various ways
To see if I can get through
The fog that still remains
To glimpse what really is true.
Have you severed the reins,
Or on your heart is there glue?

From you there’s no reply
To letters or messages
All I do is to try
And read the last pages
Of our book, wondering why
You’re so hard after ages
Spent together – I sigh

It feels like I’ve been banned
From your family, a dear one,
That I took as my clan,
With their doors always open
And a welcoming hand.
From you on this naught spoken,-
I sit in a waste land

On this and other things
The riddles I try to solve,
Cause I tire of what it brings,
My head and heart revolve
In endless spiral rings,
Up and down- I try to hold
But in pain my hands sting

Then I think is it hate
That your heart has for me,
And at what day or date
Did this time start to be:-
How long ago – how late?
Was I too blind to see
When you chose to change our fate.

So sudden and severe
The cut when I’d gone away,
Days after I felt you near
You would text and often say
“How’s it going my dear.”
With a slash you went away
And each day became a year.

midnightdreamer
Member

since 2008-02-03

Posts 309
Roy,ut

1 posted 2009-10-25 12:49 PM

its heart breaking when that happens

Mr Naz
Junior Member

since 2009-10-22

Posts 29
London United Kingdom

2 posted 2009-10-25 04:22 AM

Hi midnightdreamer, it certainly is, I am still recovering after nearly eight months, love is so abstract, yet real and painful in its joy and pleasure, in its heartache and devistation

loveyourself102
Junior Member

since 2009-10-11

Posts 48

3 posted 2009-10-26 11:11 PM

o my gosh after my break up nd all tht happened afterwards i really dont think i want to love any one ever again.

Mr Naz
Junior Member

since 2009-10-22

Posts 29
London United Kingdom

4 posted 2009-10-27 04:48 AM

Hi Loveyourself, yes I was in the realtionship for 18 years, a life time, I beleived we were happy, she told me that she was and stilled loved me, then 2 days later walked in and said it was over!! I am still in pain and don't think I could love as I did again.

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