I wake each morning,
alone.
Throw back the blankets,
its so cold.
I try to erase my memories,
but each thought is a map to you.
Questions pile up like the pure snow outside,
they go unanswered.
I wonder how I can go through this again,
the build up,
the let down.
Unsure if its worth it,
the hope that only leads to pain.
smiling faces pass,
hands interlocked,
Unwanted jealousy knocks,
like the rhythm of my beating heart.
I keep my head held high,
As the tears I keep invisible continue to hide.