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Open Poetry #41

I feel so...

trevorskogsbergh
Member

since 2000-02-03

Posts 129
South Pasadena, CA

0 posted 2008-01-02 08:28 PM

I feel so alone

I feel so afraid

I feel so terrible

I feel so betrayed

I feel so angry

I feel so annoyed

I feel so silent

I feel so destroyed

I try to feel happy

I try to feel relief

I still feel jealous

I still feel grief

I know this is best

I try to feel glad

But all I feel is helplessness

I know that I am sad

I have good intentions

I want her as my friend

I know the road is long

I just want this to end

Better to die, and sleep
The never-waking sleep, than linger on
And dare to live when the souls life is gone.

Margherita
Member Seraphic

since 2003-02-08

Posts 22236
Eternity

1 posted 2008-01-03 04:30 PM

The crazy rhythm of helplessness!
I understand.

A change of focus maybe? I know it is not easy. Move out of the twirl, by seeing friends ...

Well done.

Love,
Margherita

Ceinwyn
Member Elite

since 2000-07-09

Posts 2175
VA

2 posted 2008-01-03 04:39 PM

I'm going through this myself. I tell myself it was going to end eventually. It hurts, but reminding yourself and focusing elsewhere does help. Me I started praying and meditating. I realize I don't need my ex nor a relationship to make me happy. Time to focus on me. I do hope this brings you some comfort.

If at first you don't succeed destroy all the evidence that you tried.

Roniece Dawson-Bruce
Member Ascendant

since 2000-01-29

Posts 5689
Sydney, Australia

3 posted 2008-01-03 06:45 PM

I feel for you Trevor... nicely done... perhaps you should read Passing Shadows piece "I'll come show you" on happiness... love RDB

Be kind at heart....for everyone you meet has their own battle to fight.........

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