Open Poetry #41 |
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no spoons |
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Misty Lilacs Senior Member
since 2005-11-15
Posts 1060White Birch Forest |
![]() no spoons* no spoons left today black crows head for the mountains I try to count them *Spoons are my code word for what a person, me, living with MS can or cannot do. I start the day with a handful of spoons. Every action, large or small takes away a spoon. It is imperative that I conserve and spread out my spoons because when my “spoons” are gone, they are gone. Sometimes I can borrow against tomorrow’s "spoons", but then tomorrow will be harder with less "spoons.” When other people can simply do things, I have to attack it and make a plan like I am strategizing a war. I have been forced to think about everything I do. It is the difference between having MS and being healthy. It is a beautiful gift to not think and just do. A gift not to be taken for granted. I miss that freedom; that gift. I miss never having to count "spoons." |
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TinaTrivett Senior Member
since 2006-07-15
Posts 569 |
Misty, I use the spoon theory too about my Fibromyalgia. Definitely have to count my spoons. I'll lend you one of mine. ((hugs)) |
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Misty Lilacs Senior Member
since 2005-11-15
Posts 1060White Birch Forest |
Tina - thank you for your reply. Maybe we can share our spoons and get something accomplished! This time of year is extremely difficult for me and I'm doubly sure for you. I'm borrowing spoons into next Feb!!! So much to do, so few spoons!!! You take care ... hugs, Marti |
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Earth Angel Member Empyrean
since 2002-08-27
Posts 40215Realms of Light |
![]() Dear Marti, it breaks my heart that you have to endure such trials. However, your radiant Light shows in spite of them! Here are some wooden spoons made of maple ~ the tree of offering and giving of one’s self so that others may benefit. ![]() No job is too big for these strong and sturdy beauties! ![]() Linda |
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Marchmadness Member Rara Avis
since 2007-09-16
Posts 9271So. El Monte, California |
Hi Marti, I understand about the spoons. I'm counting some myself. I would offer you some strength and energy if I had any but I'm just trying to get through the holidays too. You're so right, people should never take good health for granted. Thanks for sharing your thoughts in this lovely way. Hugs (ouch) Ida |
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Just another Pete Member
since 2007-12-06
Posts 74Scotland |
I had never heard of spoon theory till I read your poem, having googled and read I hope I understand a little more now, but however little, thankyou for the insight. Have a happy Christmas. Pete. |
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Artic Wind Member Rara Avis
since 2007-09-16
Posts 8080Realm of Supernatural |
I am eating pudding with a spoon right now! lol ![]() ARCTIC WIND |
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Ceinwyn Member Elite
since 2000-07-09
Posts 2175VA |
Your strength shows. ![]() If at first you don't succeed destroy all the evidence that you tried. |
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