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Gumpy
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since 2007-11-06

Posts 143
Canada

0 posted 2007-11-08 04:09 PM

This is not only my first post, but the first poem I've written in a LONG time.
Interesting how one finds unfamilliar avenues to express themselves when something devastating happens.

blinded boyish views

you tell me your sorry, you tell me you love me,
but something's not the same,
i'm sure you are, i know you do,
but still you play the game,

wasn't supposed to be like this,
waiting for the blade to fall,
cant imagine pain like that which has found me now,

dont know how to deal with the feelings, foreign,
duct's wont seem to empty, always room for more,
tears each day not outta place,
a broken heart the norm,

i see your smile, your cheeks,
and eyes,
each time i close my own,
i smell the scent that comes from nape,
when in between are miles,

triggers come from things,
that used to make me smile,
try like hell to stand up tall and not be one to give,
but triggers somehow bow the man,
feel more like just a kid,

what to do, where to go, to find some peace within,
wonderin' if the only way is to see it to it's end,

it hurts so much, i can't explain, i feel that could die,
and so i let the evils in, to numb the reasons why,

i wrestle, and loose the fight each day,
but still i feel i must,
my girls they need their daddy's love,
in that i still hold trust,

we had it good,
or so i thought ,
my blinded boyish views,
to think our love was strong enough,
to overcome the blues,

don't know how it came to this,
but after all is through,
of one thing i'm completely sure,

I know that I LOVE YOU.

Margherita
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since 2003-02-08

Posts 22236
Eternity

1 posted 2007-11-08 04:37 PM

i wrestle, and loose the fight each day,
but still i feel i must,
my girls they need their daddy's love,
in that i still hold trust,

we had it good,
or so i thought ,
my blinded boyish views,
to think our love was strong enough,
to overcome the blues,

don't know how it came to this,
but after all is through,
of one thing i'm completely sure,

I know that I LOVE YOU.

The pain is felt, dear Gumpy, this touches the heart deeply. True unconditional love can bring healing.
Welcome to PIP!
Love,
Margherita

Earth Angel
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since 2002-08-27

Posts 40215
Realms of Light

2 posted 2007-11-08 08:15 PM

Thank goodness that you have found a way to express your feelings of devastation, through writing poetry. I could feel the agony in each and every word. Your heart may be filled with pain, but it still is a loving heart.

May the joy return to your life. You deserve it!

EA

Gumpy
Member

since 2007-11-06

Posts 143
Canada

3 posted 2007-11-08 10:32 PM

Thank you so very much for reading and replying.
I'm glad to have somewhere to talk about it.
Thank you.

Midnitesun

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since 2001-05-18

Posts 28647
Gaia

4 posted 2007-11-09 08:59 AM

This write....aches. Losing a 'love battle' hurts far longer than any physical pain.
Wishing you healing thoughts, and highlighting this:

"i wrestle, and loose the fight each day,
but still i feel i must,
my girls they need their daddy's love,
in that i still hold trust"

hunnie_girl

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since 2006-06-18

Posts 2567
Canada

5 posted 2007-11-09 08:34 PM

Wow, this poem really had a story to it, such emotion too.Very nicely done. Welcome to Passions

Krysti

Gumpy
Member

since 2007-11-06

Posts 143
Canada

6 posted 2007-12-04 11:55 AM

Thank you. Very much.

Gumpy

How is it that after your heart is ripped out, you feel so much?

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