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Open Poetry #40

so much easier in my mind

yvetters_24
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since 2006-08-27

Posts 52
california

0 posted 2007-04-01 03:12 AM

ive been there ive done that too
been dropped so many times trust me ive felt like you

i know what it fills like to be the outsider staring in
wating for just one chance one glance
whating for what you just cant have
its just enough to make a person go mad
sad crying dreaming wish for things youll never have

i konw what it fills like to hurt in such a way you wish you would die every day
constiltly thinking of all the pain turning it into shame

cuz your to afraid to stand your ground
your mind is made
but you can never get your anger to fade
its like a constantly building rage

you tell yourself what youll say
study it over once or twice
read ever word make sure its right

by the time your done saking with fear
you image your self standing there

reciting ever word telling them
"you’ve used me abused me one to many times and now I just cant take it
cant fake it even if I try with all my strength I still cant shake it"

you fill the anger building up inside
"Don’t you know ive always seen through ever one of ur lies They say what goes up must come down When im down ull be the one on the ground"

Now your minds racing your pacing
Its time to step thru the glass
Gotta do it fast
Well ur anger last
To late the time has pasted

Now ur slient Only in ur mind are you violent
See I know what ur going thru
Cuz like you ill end up taking my pain to the grave to

Margherita
Member Seraphic

since 2003-02-08

Posts 22236
Eternity

1 posted 2007-04-01 03:07 PM

quote:
Now you are silent only in your mind are you violent
See I know what you are going thru
Cuz like you i'll end up taking my pain to the grave too

A very honest write. This is indeed something that happens often. We have a sort of movie in our minds, seeing ourselves reacting to the people who abuse us, but then we reason and find it's not wise to react in a certain way ...

See I know what you are going through ...

Love,
Margherita

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