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HersheyKiss
Member

since 2008-06-02

Posts 137
New Jersey

0 posted 2008-06-06 09:16 PM

My Secret

Father is there when I get home from school,
I'm happy there, hyper and playing the fool.
But as I pull on the handle and turn the key,
I feel a sense of dread and fear fills me.

I have a secret, a dark one,
A secret I've never told anyone.
Everyday when I come home,
Father waits till I'm alone,

Then he'll hit me with a spoon or shoe,
Till I bleed, till I'm black and blue.
Mom left us back in month three,
Since then all he's done is blame it on me.

I'm ugly, stupid, tarty, and fat,
It was my fault she left us, "You hear that you brat?!",
With a duck and a dive, I sometimes manage to swerve,
But I know in the end I'm gonna, "Get what I deserve".

Hospital a few times, "I was playing with my brother",
It's one lame excuse after another.
One of these days, I'm gonna break free,
One of these days, I'll be truly happy.

But until then I tell no one,
I have a secret,
I'm not telling anyone.

XxForever.BrokenxX
Senior Member

since 2008-01-20

Posts 891
Neverland

1 posted 2008-06-06 09:32 PM

Another great poem from you. But you have to tell some one. I can see that you are in a lot of pain and you want it all to go away, but you have to do something about it. I know it can be hard to find the right person to talk to but there are lots of things. You can e-mail me any time you want, I'll listen.

{~~*~~}

{&]ebbing.away.from*my.pain.}}
{~Emily~}

HersheyKiss
Member

since 2008-06-02

Posts 137
New Jersey

2 posted 2008-06-06 09:36 PM

Thanks. Yes I just can't talk about it, it's very hard for me to just talk about him and everything that happens.

XxForever.BrokenxX
Senior Member

since 2008-01-20

Posts 891
Neverland

3 posted 2008-06-06 09:50 PM

I understnad that, but still i'll be here if you ever feel like talking.

{~~*~~}

{&]ebbing.away.from*my.pain.}}
{~Emily~}

HersheyKiss
Member

since 2008-06-02

Posts 137
New Jersey

4 posted 2008-06-06 09:54 PM

Thanks

Earl Robertson
Senior Member

since 2008-01-21

Posts 753
BC, Canada

5 posted 2008-06-06 10:06 PM

And I as well. It isn't right that anyone should suffer that kind of pain.

Sanity is NOT a matter of statistics.
The earth is round, germs cause desease, and God speaks.

I am insane of course BUT STILL!!

eternally_singing
Member

since 2007-12-18

Posts 123
PA, United States

6 posted 2008-06-07 12:14 PM

If you need to talk I am here as well. You do not deserve any of it.

Falling rain

Member Elite

since 2008-01-31

Posts 2178
Small town, Illinois

7 posted 2008-06-07 12:22 PM

I'm here.. I know from experience.... it's underable why you don't wanna talk about it.. it takes me alot just to write about my father.. but everyone is here for ya' when ever your ready we'll be here for ya'.

"It might be easy to fall for someone but it's also easy to break a heart." - Zach Booker.

Just.Another.Falling.Star
Member

since 2008-05-08

Posts 422
Canada

8 posted 2008-06-09 08:57 PM

I know your scared. But when that time comes, you'll feel so good. Anytime your ready to break free, I'm here for anything you need. Always remember you have a family on pip. "Trust everyone, just don't trust the little devil inside of them."

~*Julianna*~

Six Semper Tyrannas - Thus always to tyrants...

midnightdreamer
Member

since 2008-02-03

Posts 309
Roy,ut

9 posted 2008-06-28 07:46 PM

sorry about that. keep fighting.

midnightdreamer

"It was heaven........right in the center of hell" Bella from New Moon

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