Painful Bliss (older poem)

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Teen Poetry #8

Painful Bliss (older poem)

StolenDreams
Junior Member

since 2008-01-22

Posts 11
Virginia, USA

0 posted 2008-05-02 09:50 PM

My Mind Is Full Of Bad Memories And Anger;

My Tortured Soul Bleeds Out All My Pain And Misery;

My Crossed Heart Sweats Out All My Joy With Each Pump;

I Feel So Alone, But I Can Feel Your Spirit There;

I Give You My Truthful Compliments;

But All You Want Are My Lying Insults;

I Try So Hard Just To Be Accepted And I Know Its Not Right;

My Own Reflection Begins To Change Right Before My Eyes;

I Look In The Mirror And Dont Recognize Who I See;

It Just Tears Me Apart To Know That You Few Are The Only Ones Who Know Me;

In The Real World I Hide My True Face, But I Support Being Yourself;

Im Sure With A Little Love And A Smidgeon Of Compassion;

My Life Will Change For The Better, But People Dont Understand;

The Pain I Feel, The Suffering I Endure, So They Give Me Nothing But Hate;

You Push Closer And Closer, Even When I Push You Away;

You Heal Me With Your Smile And Good Attitude;

I Say Mean Things, But You Know They Don't Mean Anything;

I Transfer My Pain To Those Closest To Me;

My Decision In Life Has Not Been Made And I Pay Everyday;

I'm Undecided Because I Know My Choice Will Hurt Those Closest To Me;

The Scars That Time Has Left Will Never Heal;

But The Scars Of Life Are Healed Each And Every Day;

I Never Learn From My Mistakes, So I Never Change;

Until I Let Out The Beast Within Me The Scars Stay Visible;

And No Matter How Loud I Scream, No Matter How Angry I Get;

The Pain Never Goes Away Until I Talk About It;

But I Dont Open My Heart And Let Those I Love Inside;

Wall After Wall I Hide Further And Further From The Light;

I Hear Your Voice And My Walls Are Rendered Useless;

You Reach Out Your Hand But I Turn Away;

You Force Your Way In, But I Just Force You Back Out;

So My Pain Is Self-Inflicted, No Matter What They Say;

I Am Masochistic Just Not Physically, But Emotionally.

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