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rebelangelv
Senior Member

since 2007-05-28

Posts 538
usa

0 posted 2008-04-12 09:12 PM

God wasnt even there
when we broke it up
he was my comfort
after i was dumped

you broke it up because
you couldnt choose your friends right
you choose them over me
and just started fights

you cussed me out
and wished that i would die
well you got your wish
because i died on the inside

you chose to leave my school
you hated that they loved and cared
you wanted to be cool
you wanted "the real world," the bad air

you deserve to be hurting
because you totally destoryed me
you say youre still in love
but you moved onto others baby

how can i hold your hand
when youve been holding hers?
how can i ever mix
with someone of "the real world?"

how can i kiss your lips
when they only speak foul words?
with your mouth you killed my soul
it speaks lies and hits on other girls

how can i love your heart
when its been searching for others?
how can i be your friend
knowing we're unspoken lovers?

but a secret that i hate to share
is that id willingly disobey
because this feeling is too strong
for me to just put away

its one area of my life
that may need some healing
but for right now
i just want to follow this feeling

im still in love with you
even though i say im straight
and if that makes me bisexual
then i guess that is my fate

because there just no denying
that im still in love with you
and i cant help it
no matter what i do

do you think i want to love someone
who has hurt me as much as you?
who doesnt know how to speak
and hangs with the people that you do?

do you think i wanna love someone
who cant even keep their grades up?
who cant stay committed
who walks away then just sucks up?

the answer is no
no way in heaven or hell!
but to my despair and pain
im bound by your spell

yes im still in love with you
but i dont like to reflect
it just kills a little more each day
and now i have no love left

would i ever take you back?
hell if i know
i just know you need to change
before we go any more

i need you to stop cussing
and hanging with most of your friends
you need to bring your grades up
and delete ALL your sites on the internet

i wish that you would leave your school
because its only screwed you up
but i cant ask that of you
youre addicted to that slump

i need for you to come to church
even though what we may do would be wrong
i want you to stay right with God
i need you to stay strong

you need to be committed
i cant take you flaking anymore
i want to be the only one
i cant take being shared and torn

i need you to trust me
and give me your heart
mine is crumbled in the palm of your hand
its YOUR turn to be martyred

most importantly
i need you to wait
im going to play hard to get
if you hold out, then maybe its fate

but all this is only ifs
if this and if that
so it may not all apply
if you and i dont want each other back

lets just stay friends
for the basis of this time
but i want you to be open
lets not be so blind

one last thing
that i will need
is that we are bffs again
even though my heart still bleeds

so that if we go down that road of love
then promise me that when/if it ends
that youll keep your promise you made so long ago
and well still remain best friends

only a vampire can love you forever.
forbidden to remember, terrified to forget

hiddensmiles
Senior Member

since 2008-02-07

Posts 514
at the beach... i wish

1 posted 2008-04-12 10:58 PM

good poem even though i got a bit confused when i read it. still good

JJ

Falling rain

Member Elite

since 2008-01-31

Posts 2178
Small town, Illinois

2 posted 2008-04-12 11:20 PM

Whoa i've read alot of poems here but none as long as this one. ugh! but i know how you feel... well sort of.. but this was good!

~Zach~

wisdomofthesword
Member

since 2007-12-17

Posts 224
the last place on earth

3 posted 2008-04-13 03:15 AM

wow im totally blown away by the greatness of this poem. it is long but i was captivated the whole way though (i have a short attention span) neway awesome poem

I don't care if you think I'm a fool but don't ever tell me so

hunnie_girl

Member Elite

since 2006-06-18

Posts 2567
Canada

4 posted 2008-04-13 05:43 PM

beautiful poem Leah sweetie,
Krysti

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