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Teen Poetry #8

NOT A BiG DEAL

~frustrated writer~
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since 2008-02-25

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0 posted 2008-02-28 08:54 AM

why do everybody around me think that i am so much affected with our situation?
well, in fact, i'm not! TOTALLY not!
because of that, i'm sooo irritated.. *argh*
it seems that my nerves are about to break.
i've told them many times that it's ok, i'm ok.
and when i say it, i mean it.
from the very start i knew it, i didn't feel any hatred for my dad, or feeling sorry for myself.
me, myself just don't know why.
they may never believe it but that's what i feel.
that's the truth.
for me, it's not a big deal for i know that there are a lot of people out there whose situation is worse than mine.
and i am not alone.

i'm not telling this for them to say that i am strong.
neither i am that strong, nor that weak.
i guess, it's just that i've already accepted the fact?
maybe yes, maybe no. i'm quite not sure.haha
let's just say, 95% of the truth.
so, they must not pretend that they know me very well, 'coz they really don't, only a few.
if they have any questions about my true identity, better ask me.
they mustn't feel awkward, i will try myself to satisfy their satisfaction.
i will answer them honestly & directly without feeling sorry for myself. =))

**LiRa**

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