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Teen Poetry #8

So Scared

Love_isn't_real
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since 2007-12-13

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0 posted 2007-12-14 12:05 PM

So Scared

I'm scared.

Not of some unknown villain.
Hiding behind my bedroom door.
Oh how I yearn that be the truth!
But It's not.

I'm scared

of me.

I'm scared of the things I feel.
The things I think.

I have no measuring stick for the turmoil in my heart.
Or mind.

Both actually.

I cannot even bear to think about the consequences of thinking about…
Well,
Us.

Us? There is no Us?
I know that?
But I don't think my heart does.

It must. I think.
I will it to.

Do you hate me?
I know you say you don't and yet…
If I were you,
I think perhaps

I would.

Hate me.

I think I do.

For the way I feel.
If I would allow myself to feel.
But I must not.

I can sit here and wait.
I can wait for tomorrow.
I will wait for tomorrow.
I will wait for the next day too.

Perhaps tomorrow I will be able to express clearly
What I cannot tell you.
Or the next day I will tell you what I cannot say.
Or perhaps the world will end

And then I wouldn't have to….
Tell me. I mean you.
What I feel.

Because,

I'm scared.

Of me

SEA

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1 posted 2007-12-14 08:18 AM

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RenaissanceRomanceRunsRed
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since 2007-06-11

Posts 1062
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2 posted 2007-12-14 03:13 PM

umm my dear, this was exactly how i was feeling, you won't believe how many times i com eon to find a poem that fits my mood or day exactly, it's unnerveing fabulous.

-Kate

ps, oh, how stupid and forgetful of me, hello and welcome to pip!

"I have no other but a woman's reason:
I think him so, because I think him so."

hunnie_girl

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since 2006-06-18

Posts 2567
Canada

3 posted 2007-12-14 06:01 PM

Welcome to Passions I really liked this poem

hope to read more soon

Krysti

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