Teen Poetry #1 |
Prayer for Hope after Hearbreak |
Star Fairy Junior Member
since 1999-08-11
Posts 39cerritos, ca, usa |
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- It was to last forever, but only in my mind it will last that long and so I had to let go, and sing another sad love song But even that took too much strength and there's nobody to reach for in arm's length So I live for myself, because I'm too scared to care again Because everytime I start to care, I hurt again So maybe I was destined to be by myself forever Because everytime I've tried, I've failed every endeavor It's sad to say I'm completely done with love Because I'm young, and they say I've just begun But I don't believe I'm strong enough to go through this again Because I was so close to ending it all, and I might try that again But I don't want to do that, even if it is my last hope Because God gave me this life, so I have to learn to cope But I've hurt him real bad, and I hurt myself more So how am I supposed to be good, and what am I here for? It feels as if I'll never run out of tears But that's fine because they physically represent my fears And each time one runs down my cheek and out of my eyes I know i just let go of one more fear, and one more cry I wish I was strong enough to get through without crying but I also wish I had him back, because without him I'm dying But everyone knows to be careful what they wish for Because they don't always come true, and if they do, they contain more More than what you wished for, maybe more bad than good Because God works in mysterious ways, and thinks about you more than you would And more times than once He's helped me get through and He's always been there, more than I can say for my "crew" So maybe these situations are for the best And maybe I'll come out stronger than the rest. So maybe I should strengthen my hope And be Strong, at least strong enough to cope ...823... 082999 ------------------ 823 |
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Star Fairy Junior Member
since 1999-08-11
Posts 39cerritos, ca, usa |
anybody?? |
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Maitay Member
since 1999-07-16
Posts 158Sisters,OR,USA |
THat was so true about what so many of us go through all the time. I hope you ARE able to cope. Life can be so hard sometimes, and many times I have comeclose to ending my pain. Keep writing, you are truly gifted..... ------------------ ~depression is not a sickness of the body or mind, but of the heart. When the heart feels alone and afraid~ Maitay Mirabel Litton |
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AngelFromHell15_99 New Member
since 1999-09-01
Posts 3Newport, ME. USA |
I see what you mean, Thankyou ------------------ Heather L. Melanson |
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Angel Senior Member
since 1999-07-02
Posts 551Pennsylvania |
This poem described the last few years of my life it so well it is actually scary. Although it is good to know that someone has the same feelings as I once had. It's always good to know your not alone. I have gotten through that now, with lots of help and I hope you will too. It is a great poem with lots of meaning. Keep up the good work . ------------------ People who throw kisses are hopelessly lazy. -Bob Hope |
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