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ESP Member Elite
since 2000-01-25
Posts 2556Floating gently on a cloud.... |
Hey y'all! I have been away from these forums for a while for one good reason: Boarding School. Right now I am in the Labs at my school looking for somewhere to vent some emotion so maybe this is the place!! I am feeling so down right now cos I miss my parents, my dogs and my friends who don't come here and basically I feel lonely. I have only been here for three weeks so I am still very new to it and haven't settled in too well. I have been boarding since I was about 11 turning 12 years old, but I still get really sad and miss home sometimes. Does that make me like abnormal or something? You'd think I would be used to it by now but it hasn't happened yet. *sigh*. Well, thanks for listening to my pathetic little sob story...even telling y'all about it helps a bit! Love you all! Love, Lizzie ![]() "Poetry is the true expression of my soul, it is my ultimate means of communication. It is my rainbow of delight." |
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Poet deVine
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Member Seraphic
since 1999-05-26
Posts 22612Hurricane Alley |
You are far from abnormal! And even though you've been doing it for years, you still have that 'connection' in your heart to your home and your family. That's wonderful. I'd think you were abnormal if you didn't feel that way! Smile! ![]() Take each day as it comes to you. Don't worry about tomorrow - and time will pass. Start a diary if you think it will make you feel better - whine all you want in there and then toss it after you go home. Make friends with someone new. Maybe it's their first time away from home..give them some pointers. And as a last resort ![]() Take care and keep in touch! ![]() ![]() ![]() |
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ESP Member Elite
since 2000-01-25
Posts 2556Floating gently on a cloud.... |
Thanks Sharon ![]() Thanks for caring! I do keep a diary, I find it does help some. As for making friends, I find it really hard...I wish real life was like Passions! I found it so easy here. I haven't written much poetry recently at all. School keeps me very busy you see. But I have kept on reading it, I can't live without it!! Anyway, thanks so much for replying. I really really appreciate it! Love ya! "Poetry is the true expression of my soul, it is my ultimate means of communication. It is my rainbow of delight." |
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Cerenity Member Elite
since 2000-02-16
Posts 2637Escondido-California |
Hi ESP, I agree with Sharon all of the way, maybe if you have a moment you could write something about school then when you see someone you might want to get to know you could share it with them, then it would be a common ground thing you know. Picked a poem may be you will like and you are strong never feel like your alone storms come and go but we manage to survive and you have a hole bunch of friends here at passions. Dew Kissed The sun’s peeking over the eastern rim giving clouds hanging mid heaven a spoiled cotton candy appearance. All of the land that my eyes can see is heavily dew kissed giving a sparkle to the very parched earth. The air smells of nature freshly bathed and cleansed of the long dusty season. Refreshing tepid air flows slowly past were I am sitting giving pleasant thoughts of this dew kissed morn. The winged creatures take a well earned rest waiting for the sun to dry up heavens tears for a long and harsh summer it has been. Confusing this untimely storm has been giving heat thriving blossoms question on weather to stand tall brightly adorned or go in to hiding from all of the long winter storms. First storms of the season are welcomed friends but as time passes soured the thought of another day darkened and gray, hoping the sun will emerge for just one complete day. But for the moment I shall marvel at the sheer beauty of the dew kissed morn that Mother Nature so graciously has given me. By, Cerenity "God doesn't have to be reminded that we exist. We have to be reminded that He exist!" (Writer Unknown) |
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LoveBug![]()
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since 2000-01-08
Posts 4697 |
When I'm sad, I just remember John 3:16: "For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten son, that whosoever believith in Him shall not perish, but have everlasting life" I hope it helped you, too. False gems may shine as brightly as the genuine article, but there are always those who can tell the diffrence. |
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Elizabeth![]() ![]()
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Member Ascendant
since 1999-06-07
Posts 6871Minnesota |
((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))) and some sunshine ![]() Elizabeth Something sweet, something sort of grandish, sweeps my soul when thou art near... [email protected] |
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Justbleu Member Elite
since 1999-08-31
Posts 3329Oregon, Originally From Alaska :) |
ESP it is nice to see you here. I agree with everyone who has replied. I just bet that there are some people around there that would absolutely love to read your poetry and has things in common with you. Smile, be friendly and outgoing and it's surprising the poeple that respond back to you...it can be just like Passions!! Give it a try my friend!! HUGS ![]() Bridgette ![]() "Somewhere, somehow, it should be possible to touch someone and never let go again. To hold someone, not for a moment but forever." Unknown |
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Kit McCallum
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Member Laureate
since 2000-04-30
Posts 14774Ontario, Canada |
Hi ya Lizzie! ![]() I like to think that when I'm blue, And missing home so much, It's cause "their" thoughts and wishes, Are so strong ... "they" miss my touch. That moment when I'm feeling down, Is only just because, "Their" thoughts come flying out to me, To hug me with their love. So next time when it hits you, And you start to feeling blue, Remember its "their" hugs you felt, Because "they're" missing "you". So smile, and close your eyes real tight, And wish some hugs to drift, Right back to those who miss you too, 'Twas "them" who started it. ![]() Take care Lizzie ... here's some hugs, now send some back, OK??? Best wishes, /Kit [This message has been edited by Kit McCallum (edited 09-25-2000).] |
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Nan
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Member Seraphic
since 1999-05-20
Posts 21191Cape Cod Massachusetts USA |
...And don't ever forget - Passions goes with you EVERYWHERE... You don't even have to pack us up and move us... Just plug us in, et voila!!.. ![]() |
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ESP Member Elite
since 2000-01-25
Posts 2556Floating gently on a cloud.... |
~Cerenity~- What a beautiful poem!! The sentiments have hit home...I just love it!! Thank you for sharing it with me. (((HUGS))) ~Lovebug~-Yes, that is the most comforting thought. You are so right. Thanks for taking the time to reply to my topic, I really appreciate it. ~Elizabeth~-(((((HUGS))))) to you too my friend...thanks for sending hugs to me, I am always in need of a hug!!! ~Justbleu~-Thanks for the advice my friend! So good of you to take the time to think of me! ~Kit~-That is such a sweeet poem...I LOVE IT!! Thank you so much for sharing that with me! ((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))) to you!! Thank you for caring! ~Nan~-The beauty of Passions is that it can be visited at the click of a mouse! You are absolutely right!!!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!! Thank you all SO much for replying...you have brought a big smile to my face ![]() Love and hugs, Lizzie ![]() "Poetry is the true expression of my soul, it is my ultimate means of communication. It is my rainbow of delight." |
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Marge Tindal![]() ![]() ![]() ![]()
since 1999-11-06
Posts 42384Florida's Foreverly Shores |
Lil' Lizzie~ See ! All it takes is reaching out ! I LOVE YOU ! ! We need your hugs as much as you need ours ! Consider yourself - Passion-ately Hugged Love ya' ~*Marge*~ ~*The pen of the poet never runs out of ink, as long as we breathe.*~ [email protected] |
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kaile![]() ![]()
since 2000-02-06
Posts 5146singapore |
hi ESP! ![]() i am but an email away if you need a listening ear ![]() take care ![]() |
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Yu Lan Senior Member
since 2000-04-13
Posts 1462New Zealand |
Hey, Lizzie.. I know it's 2001 now, but just want to send my wishes for you too, and all my love.. there's always someone to cheer you up, and I'm glad you're here with us in Passions.. you make every place a brighter place just by being in it.. and I hope someone can do that for you too... Hugz and love, Lynne ![]() |
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trevorskogsbergh Member
since 2000-02-03
Posts 129South Pasadena, CA |
Don't be bummed. Try to find the bright side. Find something you like and smile about it. I just moved away from my family to an island 1500 miles away. The closest McDonalds is a 3 hour drive. I know what your going through. I miss my family and friends, and yes, my dog and ferrot also. But if I stayed bummed about that everyday, what kind of life would I live. I hardly have any friends so I pretty much work and sit by myself most of the time. It gives my a lot of time to grow and realize what life is all about. I'm not saying you should follow my lead, but just keep your mind busy and most importantly, smile. I know you have a beautiful smile, use it. I wish that I had something better to say than these ramblings of mine but then again, I'm young too. Oh, and no, your not abnormal. You sound very sane and normal to me. If you ever want to talk, email me. [email protected] Hugs and Kisses, T Better to die, and sleep The never-waking sleep, than linger on And dare to live when the souls life is gone. |
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JOY 14 Senior Member
since 1999-09-22
Posts 1419Wisconsin USA |
Do you have room for more ((((HUGS)))) and a little joy spread your way? Good. I thought so! ![]() ![]() ![]() Joy |
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Dopey Dope![]()
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Member Patricius
since 2000-08-30
Posts 11132San Juan, Puerto Rico |
You're not abnormal. All I can say is....imagine college.....geesh. ![]() I was born myself, raised myself, and will continue to be myself. The world will just have to adjust. I'm in love with my shadow I admire it daily |
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