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Open Poetry #39

going back as it was

hunnie_girl

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since 2006-06-18

Posts 2567
Canada

0 posted 2006-09-30 12:16 PM

I thought I was finally getting better,
oh, how bright those days have been,
laughing and talking at supper,
and then today it happened, I wish I could have seen,

I've gone back to being depressed,
I acually thought I was ok this time,
and I could forget this whole mess,
but I can't trust my hopes worth a dime,

tomorrow when you see my blooshot eyes,
you'll think, 'she must have had a rough night',
you all thought my life was perfect,
now do you see me in a different light?

my life isn't as bad as it seems,
i just can't find happy these days,
it's like i'm blind and cannot see,
my life is in a cloudy haze,

tomorrow I could feel normal,
and act just like I used to,
or I could be as bad as now,
my thoughts and feelings askew,
and hurt for no reason like I always do.

A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war and a time for peace ~Ecclesiastes 3:8~