Open Poetry #36 |
I, The Mother (Loosing My Mind) |
Gentle Spirit Member Patricius
since 2000-10-09
Posts 13989 |
I thought I had left those words behind years ago, when I walked out the door not shedding a tear or looking back while under my breath I swore your negativity wouldn't be able to hurt me any more, our common bond is now thirteen and you didn't bother to question when, where and with who? I again ending up being the one left without a single clue.... I, the mother...loosing her mind my little girl I had to find making phone calls to here and there knowing in my heart that she could be anywhere and you- with your so called intelligent words of advice left me no reason to doubt why I am no longer your wife cutting deep, and haunting me with similar words from our yesterdays "just leave the door open cuz you know no one would rape you anyway." I refuse to make plans past this moment in time.... |
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Dark Angel Member Patricius
since 1999-08-04
Posts 10095 |
Whoa Bella, hugging you tight Mxx when we meet Which I'm sure we will |
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Dark Stranger Member Patricius
since 2001-03-19
Posts 13631West Coast |
don't spend time or thoughts where you don't need to so speaks the river D |
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Sunshine
Administrator
Member Empyrean
since 1999-06-25
Posts 63354Listening to every heart |
Hugging you tight and her tighter... |
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LeeJ Member Patricius
since 2003-06-19
Posts 13296 |
I agree with D. and I'm a fine one to give advice...but ya know, I've heard it said, that when you meet someone who treats you with love and respect, you'll never again think of this person, and ponder why you spent so much time doing so.... Maybe one day, you and I will think that way to? I hope so hun....love Lee J. |
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Enchantress Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
Posts 35113Canada eh. |
Hugging you both... love you lady. |
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Martie
Moderator
Member Empyrean
since 1999-09-21
Posts 28049California |
Donna...I agree with DS, and the others... |
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Greeneyes
since 2000-09-09
Posts 9903In Your Poetic Mind |
Donna you the mother beautiful heart and soul.... hugging you toooooo....luv you.... In your light I learn how to love |
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Susan Caldwell Member Rara Avis
since 2002-12-27
Posts 8348Florida |
Donnna...all you can do is know you did the right thing and are much stronger and better for it... "too bad ignorance isn't painful" |
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Mysteria
since 2001-03-07
Posts 18328British Columbia, Canada |
Know what? I pity people like that they are really lacking in self esteem, then shrug and move on. There is no dealing with a frantic Mother is there? I think this one deserves a |
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jwesley Member Rara Avis
since 2000-04-30
Posts 7563Spring, Texas |
Well my friend, you can only be the best you can be within the bonds of who you are, and if that isn't good enough for someone else, then shame on them, not you, because obviously they are far from attaining the same glorious height you've already reached. Small (and I don't mean in statue) people always abuse those who are whole within themselves and they have many lives ahead of them before attaining the peace of which they are so jealous. Be yourself, and though you can never stop the sting of such things, rest easy with the knowledge that your pain is nothing compared to the self-inflicted pain they suffer. Be you, be the best you can be - something they are far from attaining. ...by the way, that glow in the sky is my heart - hugging you, always. jimmy |
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Gentle Spirit Member Patricius
since 2000-10-09
Posts 13989 |
bless you all.... thank you... I refuse to make plans past this moment in time.... |
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Cloud 9 Senior Member
since 2004-11-05
Posts 980Ca |
Understanding this.....**sigh** You did a great job. |
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inkedgoddess Member Rara Avis
since 2002-11-19
Posts 7392Ohio |
a deep bruise takes time to heal if ever, hugs to you and your girl |
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SmartChick Member Rara Avis
since 2001-09-23
Posts 7081On A Journey To The Unknown |
Unkind words can leave a deep scar. Sending you big hugs. |
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Ceinwyn Member Elite
since 2000-07-09
Posts 2175VA |
pay no heed to unkind words...I usually tell people to bite me I know I'm very juvenille at 24 I try not to take things to heart...easier said then done this touched me tho If at first you don't succeed destroy all the evidence that you tried. |
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Gentle Spirit Member Patricius
since 2000-10-09
Posts 13989 |
Thanks. I refuse to make plans past this moment in time.... |
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J. K. Mitchell Member
since 2002-01-12
Posts 311GA |
Your anger is understood and shared. It'll work out in the end. |
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garysgirl
since 2002-09-29
Posts 19237Florida, USA |
Oh Donna, Sweetie, I so understand this!! I wish I could reach right through this screen and give you and the daughter both a great big grandmotherly hug!!! I so despise people who verbally abuse others. They make scars that take longer to heal than scars made pysically.....if they ever heal!! Those kiinds of scars go way down deep inside a person's being. But hon, I know you already know all this. I love you, Donna!! Heart Hugs to you and your daughter both, Ethel |
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Earth Angel Member Empyrean
since 2002-08-27
Posts 40215Realms of Light |
Donna, your spirit may be gentle, but it is forever strong... God's Love & Light, Linda xo |
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