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LeeJ Member Patricius
since 2003-06-19
Posts 13296
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Shamed Idealist you’ve given face to words like a spiritual search coping with uncertainties long distance healing knows resolution on a first name basis clutching my throat, finding solace in a voice taken away bounding me to your kingdom handouts from a course in miracles and a woman brutally sobs like a child pale-skinned under broken street lights oh for the sunlit dim, for the reiki of moments confused & knowing bereavement feeling death of poplars through animal sacrifices the ghosts of vampires knows no friends and i could escape so easily in this channel of mystery, in this nevermore walking hand in hand in Dante’s world fire and brimstone measuring an ocean side i miss the tones of perspective they've gone and living all over again, for the first time becomes the dream wondering about the home I thought I knew was it all in my head? smoke is heavy laiden it is then my muse knows the element of surprise and where the moth goes under torrent skies random winds, walking earth again seeking meanings of life or some metaphysical jedi in the narrows of perfection malingerers await seeing no light, but the dirges of inhalants and the milk of all things lost papa speaks a coherent statement giving potential to the underworld dark cosmos hiding, waiting for wars to grow poking mankind with sharper dimensions once he never knew existed drinking sacrificial blood of questions and the lusts of the world, understood stellar is this renaissance labeling mainstream patterns, stellar is the word endure it is then, nature’s forces desire ignorance for a vacation from fear…. fear of good & evil….temptations of pride where remorse lays slanted under night and of life…manifests broader issues on the flesh on the mind, on the soul nature wonders if man is the breakdown of fragile hearts? Knowing conscious behavior like the back of her hand, visioning myself of lowest life, plugging into some black lady revelation circumcised by the end of a train the end of life, heavy laiden broken in concrete slabs nothing survives but dust to dust, hot penned I see it all in ruins, dead cell phones everywhere! the animal of man opened pandora’s box tossing back tumbleweed man forgets to elect papa as redeemer i no longer want to live in death’s castle i want to identify with the place where i die where where some thirsty topography becomes my graveyard and evil is ripped apart… Used to have a dream, reoccuring, since a child, every few years or so... the sky had turned black like night, the stench of smoke and small fires, heavy laiden, all buildings, lay in ruin, concrete broken everywhere, rebarb collecting flesh...endless cries from people needing help...like a bomb hit the entire earth... I ran from one person to another, unable to help anyone, people were pinned under debris...half alive. I tried desprately to help, running from one person to another...pools of blood everywhere...earth as I'd known it had crumbled, and something awful had happened...knowing the sky would never be light again... Then, years ago, while visiting a church the minister spoke of some recurring dream of hers...there I was, sitting in the pew, half listening, until she started describing her dream right down to every last detail...abruptly I sat up in wide eyed attention...listening to her describe my dream..."How could she have known?" After the service, I walked up to her, and asked more about it...she said, there are many people who have had this same reoccuring dream, and they've actually met, people of all walks of life, doctors, attorneys, teachers, ministers, bakers, metal workers, etc. Believe it? Still have a hard time believing it? I've always chalked it off to seeing the movie "War of the Worlds"? Yup, yup, yup, that's what it was... |
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Seymour Tabin Member Empyrean
since 1999-07-07
Posts 31720Tamarac Fla |
LeeJ A dream of unsurety. I think most people have them. I know I've had one. Not to worry. Good morning sweet. Enjoyed the rant.  |
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Member Seraphic
since 2000-01-18
Posts 22676with you |
i love reading you for the imagery...alwasy so awesome!  Yes, I think lots of people have this kind of dream...I've had it too, but it was a overall sense of helplessness for me... |
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HopeS Member Elite
since 2000-12-22
Posts 4596Perth Western Australia |
Its wonderful reading through your thoughts Lee, either concious or sun-concious , sounds like a dream of depair and despertation Hope |
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Juju Member Elite
since 2003-12-29
Posts 3429In your dreams |
LIke always I love it (;! _Juju Juju - 1.) a magic charm or fetish 2.)Magic 3.)A taboo connected woth the use of magic |
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Startime55 Member Elite
since 2003-04-05
Posts 2148Alberta, Canada |
WOW!!! It was like one of my dreams coming to life...I have had a dream similar to this...I share your feelings...*big hugs* |
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