Daddy why did you leave me?

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inkedgoddess
Member Rara Avis

since 2002-11-19

Posts 7392
Ohio

0 posted 2005-02-18 10:55 AM

Why did you go away daddy?
but you were never really here
from the beginning;
your crazy head was never one
which you'd have chosen,
and i often wonder
if my own inflections
run their natural order,
being the girl that was stamped
with madness as her birthright,
look how you went away daddy -
a bipolar youth with slices of complacency
and the feign of normal between the meds
that the shrinks had custom mixed for you,
wwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh
daddy daddy i need your attention
wwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh
dadddy daddy
please dont run off on your foreign binges anymore
wwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh
daddy look at me
i'm a sucker for a man who tosses roses,
and offers his piece and a moment's attention
daddy look at what they hung on you -
a bipolar youth
and an altzheimers demise,
somewhere there's a joke between,
and i know behind your curtain call
you've claimed the life this wretched world
never lent you,
daddy
you leave me with a legacy
of fear and madness, self doubt,
and a love for the dramatic,
as you blessed our city projects home
with its ocean facing view,
and made me love the smell of stinking fish,
when i was christened by the blinking waves
that wanderered through this imagaination,
turning sand and water etchings
that would sweep me in a moment's bittersweetnes,,
to the nirvana in the seque
where the sea and sky collide.

************************************
thanks for listening to the whining

[This message has been edited by inkedgoddess (02-18-2005 11:37 PM).]

Gentle Spirit
Member Patricius

since 2000-10-09

Posts 13989

1 posted 2005-02-18 11:01 AM

will listen to you whine when you whine of love and pain Inked one. Hugs.

Susan
Member Ascendant

since 2004-03-27

Posts 5104
walking the surreal

2 posted 2005-02-18 05:57 PM

M -Read this earlier - wanted to reply, but work got in the way - blasted responsibilities -

this aches deeply - cries out - and my heart lays upon the floor - what a true expression of soul felt longing here -

Love to you -

Susan

If I wander far enough, long enough, will I finally know . . .

latearrival
Member Ascendant

since 2003-03-21

Posts 5499
Florida

3 posted 2005-02-18 09:03 PM

Sweetheart, as the mom of six,two of whom are bi-polar, I send my love to you. It hurts and it is hard, but you are okay.best marty

passing shadows
Member Empyrean

since 1999-08-26

Posts 45577
displaced

4 posted 2005-02-18 11:45 PM

whine any time, girl

I'll listen

Earth Angel
Member Empyrean

since 2002-08-27

Posts 40215
Realms of Light

5 posted 2005-02-19 12:45 PM

Whine away! It's sad that he did not realize that he was leaving a goddess in the making!

EA

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