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BluesSerenade
Member Patricius

since 2001-10-23

Posts 10549
By the Seaside

0 posted 2004-09-23 04:37 AM

~*~

Your game is so routine,
mundane;
as a matter of fact.
The way you prey
on those who grace your way
filling your needs without a clue.
Unsuspecting.

Which has nothing to do with,
you're so vague and so damn vain
naturally,
I recognize myself
feeling pitiful.

Your demeanor has less to do with you
and more to do with me,
buying into your neediness
that I was too blind to see
as you pull the same strings,
the ones you fashion to feed your endless desire
rationed out with a slow hand,
embarrassing me.

I am so beyond your alibis
indifferent to the pain and uncertainty
that I lacked
in my endless pursuit to be loved.
God help me please.

I've made my peace and solitude
at long last, shucking my halo
coming to terms with what really matters
and whom;
wishing we had never crossed paths
or waded in those shallow pools
that you filled with a cool indifference.

Only now do I appreciate the endless pain
and know it as my own
coursing through my veins,
that will sum up the end of my days.
Sad to say;
you were a terminal tear jerk
that hardly matters anymore.

Delete me if you will
once and for always
for I'll never chance to love that way again
even if that means
taking a detour to heaven.

Not that I'll blame you,
for I'm wise enough to own up,
you were a lesson learned the hard way
to be reckoned with, on borrowed time,
a number I couldn't even count on
when I'm dying.

~*~

nakdthoughts
Member Laureate

since 2000-10-29

Posts 19200
Between the Lines

1 posted 2004-09-23 05:48 AM

If I could, I would be there for you Lor...

love you,
M

rest and let me call you, please

MGROVES

Member Elite

since 2004-02-01

Posts 3802
california

2 posted 2004-09-23 05:48 AM

you go girl

can i send this to my ex

sounds the same as mine
wish you the best
my heart goes out to you

LeeJ
Member Patricius

since 2003-06-19

Posts 13296

3 posted 2004-09-23 09:14 AM

painful, the deceipt and lies, and a place where we learn to never go again...
Hugs lady...one every girl should read.

Kahlil
Senior Member

since 2003-04-12

Posts 1881

4 posted 2004-09-23 09:25 AM

hmmmmm, road to recovery...
you are here X

hugs to you, bluesy girl...

K

Seymour Tabin
Member Empyrean

since 1999-07-07

Posts 31720
Tamarac Fla

5 posted 2004-09-23 09:40 AM

BluesSerenade
Takes alot of panning to pan gold. Enjoyed the read.

Gentle Spirit
Member Patricius

since 2000-10-09

Posts 13989

6 posted 2004-09-23 10:26 AM

Not that I'll blame you,
for I'm wise enough to own up,
you were a lesson learned the hard way
to be reckoned with, on borrowed time,
a number I couldn't even count on
when I'm dying.

OH Lori....
are we looking in the same mirror dear gal..
sigh...heart hugs and am here if you need me.

The greatest beauty on earth, is
found in the hearts of those
who love....

Larry C

Member Patricius

since 2001-09-10

Posts 10286
United States

7 posted 2004-09-23 10:59 AM

Bluesie,
We gotta talk. This is indeed gut wrenching. Extremely well done.

If tears could build a stairway and memories a lane, I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again.

passing shadows
Member Empyrean

since 1999-08-26

Posts 45577
displaced

8 posted 2004-09-23 08:51 PM

sounds like someone I know

Enchantress
Member Empyrean

since 2001-08-14

Posts 35113
Canada eh.

9 posted 2004-09-23 09:50 PM

Ah sweet Bluesy...
Just know I am sending heart hugs your way.

~Autumn..the year's last, loveliest smile.~

Ratleader

Member Rara Avis

since 2003-01-23

Posts 7026
Visiting Earth on a Guest Pass

10 posted 2004-10-02 11:00 AM

It does seem so routine with some of them, doesn't it.... like the figures on a cuckoo clock that trundle out and go through their meaningless pantomime, as if the time of day were something that could actually excite the wood of them into action....when really, they aren't even capable of caring what they do. May you never, never mistake one for human again....I wish this for you, with no wood in the wishing.

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______________Ratleader______________

Mark Bohannan
Member Rara Avis

since 2000-06-21

Posts 7269
In the winds of Cherokee song

11 posted 2004-10-02 01:23 PM

Painful read and definitely penned in a way to draw the reader in. There is a song of happiness for us all out there, it just takes the trials in life to find the right one. Placing yourself first is the best place to start and remember, play on a level field. You should never have to climb to walk side by side.

kayjay
Member Elite

since 2002-06-24

Posts 2015
Oregon

12 posted 2004-10-02 11:27 PM

I like what Mark said. This is a well-woven story! Pass the kleenex, please. Ken

Through rubble and trouble and dark of night
The yawn of a dawn will hasten the light

inkedgoddess
Member Rara Avis

since 2002-11-19

Posts 7392
Ohio

13 posted 2004-10-02 11:32 PM

once and for always
for I'll never chance to love that way again
even if that means
taking a detour to heaven.

NO NO
u must love again just as you desire
dont let this one take your spirit
it was him,not you
not my twin blonde goddess
he needs to learn

Midnitesun

Member Empyrean

since 2001-05-18

Posts 28647
Gaia

14 posted 2004-10-02 11:52 PM

This is the heart and soul of blues music,
bluesy, the ache and cry which you sing so well. Somewhere, sometime, maybe you will encounter the soul whose heart beats in synch with yours, some one who will turn this tune into a lovers lullaby.

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