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One of those days
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One of those days |
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*Belabebeautiful*
since 2003-01-03
Posts 696washington, USA |
Its a little long, sorry... I am no stranger to pain It had always been the one constant in my life whenever things had the audacity to change and I never knew why people had such troubles with it To me it was just like wearing a second skin I pushed through each day just like the next person I had my big group of friends that I conversed with and a few that actaully knew me under the surface we talked and laughed, and if that is what one calls happiness then I had my fair share of it in life But then I met him... It wasn't a sudden thing, instant love in a flash of lightning but there was a sweetness in the air, a beauty and I finally understood what people ment when they said you breathe without thinking and then one night, lying beneath the stars, happiness found me pure and simple joy, such a unique feeling the kind that wakes you up in the morning and puts you to sleep with a smile on your face an experience totally unlike anything I've ever felt before Pain was easy to deal with, dull and heavy but this new feeling was amazing it was all jittery and bouncy and alive inside me the pain was still there, but overshadowed by this enigma that was him He gave me beauty and laughter and yes, pain but it was perfect and waking up in the morning was no longer a chore but a privilidge I was in love, a blissfull, crazy type of love and despite the pain I was in exstacy But now you've gone away and I am left here alone again in the shadows I understand why, but that does not stop my heart from numbing up... only this time there is a love trapped inside threatening to collapse the barriers that hold my crumbling mind together I find it funny how happiness may be my ultimate undoing And I want to thank you, cause I wouldn't change a minute of it it is my secret hope that one day you'll share the happiness with me agian but if not, I'll still be here, pushing through each day remembering you and reminding myself to breathe... The memories are worth the pain when the happiness is outweighs the sorrow |
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passing shadows Member Empyrean
since 1999-08-26
Posts 45577displaced |
oh my  |
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iliana Member Patricius
since 2003-12-05
Posts 13434USA |
Yes,  . It is a conundrum isn't it. Good write, hang in there. |
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GG Member Elite
since 2002-12-03
Posts 3532Lost in thought |
Reading this I feel like I wrote it... because, in my own way, I completely understand. I wish joy for you... this is absolutely beautiful. Always, Alyssa Poems are made by fools like me, |
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Earth Angel Member Empyrean
since 2002-08-27
Posts 40215Realms of Light |
Belabe, you ARE Beautiful! It was a priviledge to read such an open and honest out-pouring from your very heart and soul. This was not "long" at all, for I was engaged from the beginning to the end of this touching write. I do not believe that that love is "trapped" inside of you. It is there waiting to blossom and grow when the next opportunity for you to share it with another comes along. ~ Wishing you all the love that your beautiful heart deserves.  Love & Light, EA |
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Seymour Tabin Member Empyrean
since 1999-07-07
Posts 31720Tamarac Fla |
Belabebeautiful* I think Earth Angel said it best, good write, good read. |
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rosepetals25
since 2000-05-31
Posts 3076PA |
Oh my did this touch me! There is so much I can relate to in there... It would take me forever to tell you all of it. I REALLY liked this. I am definately keeping it.  Tara |
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*Belabebeautiful*
since 2003-01-03
Posts 696washington, USA |
Thank you guys for all the sweet and caring comments. I'm not in a very good place right now but I just wanted him to know that I wouldn't have changed it for anything... Anyways thanks again for your kind words. ~Live and Laugh~ The memories are worth the pain when the happiness is outweighs the sorrow |
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JamesMichael Member Empyrean
since 1999-11-16
Posts 33336Kapolei, Hawaii, USA |
Lovely...a truth that opening yourself up to relationships can also bring pain...but so what...its worth every minute of it...James |
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