Open Poetry #31 |
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the_loner_23 Member Ascendant
since 2002-06-08
Posts 5479Jacksonville, Florida, USA |
Sometimes I feel ugly Like I am not wanted Sometimes I hate myself And feel so lonely I push away Almost everybody I have ever loved Past or presant Sometimes I wonder I was I ever born Why was I brought Into this exsistance My parents think I will be lonely forever Unless I lose all This god forsaken weight I am lonely now I wish I could find someone Who could look past the weight And love me for who I am But because of all the negetive input I think to myself Who will ever love you You ugly, unwanted pig? Sometimes I wish I would just disappear But I know that will never happen So I just live on I live on In this pitiful exsistance Called life Cold hands means a warm heart |
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McLean Member
since 2004-01-05
Posts 484state of marital bliss |
Oh, honey...it is easy to think these posts are in first person. I certainly hope it is not from your own flesh you feel these pains. You speak of things I have thought myself, in very lonely weaknesses. Keep writing...keep releasing...it is good for you, and know the sun will rise again! hugs, McLean |
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ThunderMage Senior Member
since 2002-06-20
Posts 812Canada |
I've known that feeling, but then you came along and changed all that Julie. What is life without poetry and adventure? |
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Greeneyes
since 2000-09-09
Posts 9903In Your Poetic Mind |
heart hugs....you need to believe no matter what how beautiful you are!! I lie awake at night |
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muted
since 2004-01-15
Posts 2949Elapsing, Eclipsing, Evolving |
we are here for you, we can see your beauty shining through... like McLean said, just keep relesing...keep writing it all out... |
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Mistletoe Angel
since 2000-12-17
Posts 32816Portland, Oregon |
(big angel hugs) Oh Julie, never deny the special person that you are, dearest friend, those who cannot see your inner beauty are very selfish and don't deserve you! Follow your heart and decide who YOU want to be and don't let others force you to be something else, God Bless You, we all love you so much! You have such a beautiful heart, sweet Julie, thank you for sharing! May love and light always shine upon you! Love, Noah Eaton "You'll find something that's enough to keep you But if the bright lights don't receive you You should turn yourself around and come back home" MB20 |
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