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*Belabebeautiful*
since 2003-01-03
Posts 696washington, USA |
so as usuall I have to get a few of the break up poems of my chest as a part of my healing process, there not the funnest to read but it helps me to move on so bare with me! During the day I have no problem hating you for what you've done while the sun in up I feel the betrayal and taste the bitterness of the steel in my back I konw what you've done to me and I loath you for freezing my heart to others as the sun sets I am aware of what you are Then the moon shines paley in the sky and I sleep you come to me then, invade my dreams...my will Your dark eyes and thick black hair Your perfectly shaped lips and beautifully sculpted hands, join with me, laugh with me You ask how I am and where I have gone away to I reply it is you that has left me alone and you say but how can that be, I am right here and your laughing, pleading eyes stare down into mine as I forget... We fall together, smiling and crying Kissing away the lies and sin healing each other with our beauty, we come together in quiet bliss and we sleep comforted and safe in each others arms I wake to a new dawn ad the sun shines brightly on my face the realities of the day come rushing in and I forcibly forget my dreams for there is no room for them when my life is composed of lies I rememeber you for the monster you are, I see your cruel face and I know you again for all your ugliness but as darkness falls tonight my barriers are broken in sleep I see you once again, wonderful, the way you were before and I call out to you, reach for you, need you... I'm glad I sleep alone The nice thing about being a pesimest is that your either right, or pleasantly surprised. |
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passing shadows Member Empyrean
since 1999-08-26
Posts 45577displaced |
what a roller coaster! I do know what you are going through here...I'm still on the ride myself but it's slowing down for me...and will for you too |
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*Belabebeautiful*
since 2003-01-03
Posts 696washington, USA |
man I hope it slows down because right now its a little hellish! Thank you for the reply it is always appreaciated. ~Live and Laugh~ The nice thing about being a pesimest is that your either right, or pleasantly surprised. |
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iliana Member Patricius
since 2003-12-05
Posts 13434USA |
Bela -- you express the anguish and the passion so well. Goood, sad read.  |
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