Well guys, this is out of my normal style.I just wrote how I felt and then made it into a poem, I don't really even know much about this style of poem. Please help me become better, no matter how awful this one is. It's mixed prolly cause I'm so upset. I miss my bf like crazy and it hurts right now so it might not make total sense to you all, sorry.


I’m thrown in a spiral
oflonging and lust
For what I had before.
Something I had
that I didn’t acknowlege;
didn’t realize was there.

I miss him with a passion
Leaving me so helpless.
I miss his promises
The unexplainable love he gave,

I long for the undesirable;
I long for the tears I cried for him
That weren’t filled with pain.
I miss his comfort,
The pillow in my night.

I long for his understanding.
Among millions of people,
The only one,
The single one who posses this power,
Of understanding my
thoughts,
Desires,
Loves,
And pains.

I’m in a lost vortex of love and pain,
Something that contradicts the other.
Though love contains pain
It’s full of joy when used right.

Now I’m in the middle,
Trying to find a way out.
I miss your everything.
Suppressed by your love,
yet striving to get out
To take away this longing.
I’m trapped in your love.