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s1nfully_1nn0c3nt
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since 2003-10-26

Posts 1105
Watertown, NY

0 posted 2004-07-17 09:46 AM

I Fear the Pain That Might Be Caused Again
Erasing the Beginning While Longing for the End
Sorrow Runs Deep but Behind a Joyful Smile I Hide
Soul Is Weak but No One Knows, Too Much Pride
Hidden Agendas No One to Run To, but Someone to Hold
A Very Lonely Life but Never Left out in the Cold
This Is Me, My Second Best
I Stick with a Smile, and Hide All the Rest
Only God Knows of the Tears That I've Cried
One of My Childish Fears, My Foolish Fu.Cking Pride
Over the Years I've Grown in Many Different Ways
The Mistakes I've Made, Lesson I've Learned, Knowledge Which with Me, It'll Stay
My Soul Is Weak, but My Mind Grows Wise
With Every Mistake, a Lesson Learned, All in Due Time
Yet Another Childish Fear, Emotional Pain
Like a Black Cloud above Me, All I Expect Is Thunder and Rain
So I Conceal All Feelings, with Smiles and Laughs
Wanting to Open Up, but Remembering the past
Afraid of Starting Over, a New Beginning, a New Love
I Try to Break Free, Let My Heart Beat with Meaning
Try to See Passed the Darkness, Free My Soul like a Peaceful Dove
Release All the Pain, Anger, Tears, and Sorrow That Lie Within Me
Let Go of My Pride and Heartache, Understand More Clearly
I Try to Live Life, Without Fear, Without Doubt
I Wanna Love, and Be Loved in Return, but Afraid of Reliving the past
Yet I Still Want, I Still Yearn
Love Is Love, Sometimes True, but Never Perfect
Love Can Also Be Painful, it Helps You Grow
I've Been There, Done It, this Much I Know
I Fear Love as If it Was Death and Despair
So I Linger in Darkness, No One Minds Nor Cares
Love, It's Pain and My Pride, My Childish Fears, All Which I Hide
Nothing Left to Say, Nothing Left to Show
And with this Simple Ending of Which I Know.............Good-bye

I'd Rather Be Hated For Who I Am Then Loved For What I'm Not~!~

Much Luv,
~!~"Trina"~!~

peaceful_dreamer
Member

since 2003-04-25

Posts 159
SoMeWhErE oVeR tHe RaInBoW

1 posted 2004-07-18 01:51 AM

I can really relate to this. I really enjoyed reading it -
You described it all so well!

-Peaceful

"I'm just me, trapped in a body."

-peaceful_dreamer

brezee
Member

since 2003-06-02

Posts 140

2 posted 2004-07-18 03:47 AM

wow...i dont really know what to say but liked this...and i can relate as well...it's very....explanatory i guess you could say...but although that may happen sometimes, i believe there's someone out there that can make it easier to deal with those problems...i, myself, haven't found the person but, then again maybe i'm not willing to let them help..."Soul Is Weak but No One Knows, Too Much Pride", ahh the pride lol...anyway...great write...

~*brezee*~

kissa~rachelle
Senior Member

since 2003-11-27

Posts 988
nowhere special

3 posted 2004-07-21 08:08 PM

Very deep.

I loved this, and there is no way i could've put it better. You must have really been hurt. Been there, done that too.

~lol~

Kissa

I want a relationship i can finally sink my teeth into.~ Alexander Sterling

spritrider87
Member

since 2003-05-31

Posts 294
NH

4 posted 2004-07-23 10:23 AM

ha....my life in a nutshell. kinda scary how perfectly i relate to your poem. laughter and smiles is all anyone sees of me. because i refuse to show them different. yeah.....

"alone yet unafraid to hurt. i go through every day trying to find my way. where is the light. where is my fight. is this how it ends?"

yv
Senior Member

since 2003-05-30

Posts 574

5 posted 2004-07-30 04:56 PM

That's what I call poet's poetry. It was up front and void of any sense if apprehension. I loved it!

Yv-Goddess of Her Domain. Symbol of Truth Passion Pain. Let Her Smile Rain on the Hearts of the Innocent.

darkness_witch
Senior Member

since 2003-12-03

Posts 516
Underneath

6 posted 2004-07-31 02:21 AM

amazing

Love Is Love, Sometimes True, but Never Perfect
Love Can Also Be Painful, it Helps You Grow
I've Been There, Done It, this Much I Know
I Fear Love as If it Was Death and Despair

this is stunning.

this is an amazing poem. wow

i think we've all been down this road at sum point, but sum stay down there for longer.

keep writing

loveandempathy
darkness

nirvana means freedom from pain, suffering and the external world.

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