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WorrosLanrete Junior Member
since 2002-11-14
Posts 45 |
No form, just self-thought sometimes i wonder just how evil i really am when i stare into anothers eyes and think of them as nothing thinking of them as just a glass through their eyes and into their soul seeing their pathetic pleas and being compelled by an unknown force to help and helping through all my will yet somehow dying more with each failed save crying stones upon my heart blinking burnt tears hurting so much that i could not help and quivering in self hate for my failure sick to my tears and nauseous through my bones till then another comes to me my heart so close to touching theirs but realising that for who I am it will never be and hurting again as I peer through their soul to wonder as to what they would have me do so again I set my sorrow for them out attempting once again to have some form of love some form of will to help them through their ways till the calm of their sorrow overtakes me and I again in turn am turned to pity to once again be lowered beneath the depths ever less human and ever more sad but through all my help and all my sorrow I still bare malice unto myself and the little thought in the back of my head eachoes to resound that I know they only suffer of my inability to love of my inability to be selfless and suffer them my all and give unto them my eternal pain that they might be pure that they might return to the love of God as I am so destroyed that I may be upon this flesh with eyes seen as compassionate yet still the thoughts beat deep in my chest and i know the truth... It is not compassion which I show unto the world I cannot seem the strength to love But cruelty of purest form for those whose tears fall upon my weak scared soul..... |
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click1 Member
since 2003-03-25
Posts 152usa |
No form!? I thought it was well constructed. I felt the coldness and the passion? Well I felt some emotion I can't quite relate to. Good write! and thanx for sharing! Click |
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WorrosLanrete Junior Member
since 2002-11-14
Posts 45 |
Well I say no from because I was basically just thinking to myself and typing it down as fast as I could The emotion is a non-emotion its the feeling of being merciful and cruel at the same time Like you can take something two different ways and my attitude towards people is absolute cruelty and compassion at the same time |
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