Well, my english is bad but i tried to translate this from my language. Please don't laught on my mistakes... it happens.. :P

A weak shadow sway in the night
And treaded on me
Crawling, Harrassing, Hurting
And I'm jaded looking...
And this shadow anxiously fly over
My body, like it's dust
Tearing me in thousand pieces
And then creates figures from them
Now i see silhouettes -
Little cruelly creatures
They r all obsessed with hopelessness
Getting my arm in a tight hold
Million trills overspread me
And enter me like arrows
Crimson gleeds instantly cover me
And then frozen fire burn me...
Waking, like i just go to bed
And combine dream with reality
Desperatly i try to run
but actually i stay in my bed
A clock counts out the days
Like hours they fly
Gray birds fly around me
And show my wrong way
Under my skin something is crawling
And is pulling me into the chasm
Will my consciousness protect me
Or drive me on to fly ?
Entirely seized with agony
Which makes my scream -
Can it be paradox or irony
This, that my soul is suffering ?...
Awful pain pierce me
And tear my heart into pieces
Leaves me the lifeless body
And carrying my essence by hands
Leaves my memories, but they erase
From somebody's merciless hand
I try hard to hide them deep inside me
But like i'm perishing in the stake..
Now i'm nothing. Again dust
And now i fly above everything on the earth
Happy that i'm not on that world
Where i rendered useless
Speechless i fly in the sky
And wait my last hour
I stopped. Listen to the silence
And wondered why did i live ?


Glad u liked it ..... I also loo for some friend around here ....(in the forums)