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The death of a lost soul
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The death of a lost soul |
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MindBeyondBody Junior Member
since 2007-08-02
Posts 14Florida,United States |
I can feel it all around me, death has finally set its sight on me. There is nothing I can do about it but just let life take its course. I will miss you all greatly but don’t worry about me, ill be fine where i am going. Everybody keep their head up and continue to fight. My battle is done my fate has been decided time to leave the light and continue into the darkness. I do not fear what will happen to me if it happens it happens no way to stop it. I am tired of running my body is weary. Pushed to its limits my muscles ache my bones hurt. My mind has begun to slip into a state of insanity and depression. I've ran all my life,I was scared to love. I was scared to face myself because I was afraid of what I was going to see. Afraid of becoming somebody I didn’t want to be but now in my last moments of the living. I will not continue to run anymore I will stop and face my demons. Doesn’t matter if I fail and they consume me, I need to at least try. I will not give up I will continue to fight until there isn’t anything left in me. I wish I would of fought for your love. I wish I had the courage to express my love for you instead of pushing you away. Now its to late the past is the past I cant do anything to change it. Now as I come to my demise so many regrets. So many things I failed at so many people I hurt to many promises I broke,just to much. I fear if I continue down this path I will not rest in peace after my death. I do not want to be tormented when I enter the darkness. But if that falls upon my lost and twisted soul i will face it. I would ask god for the strength but me and him parted ways along time ago. I will not beg for mercy to much pride in my heart. Now its time to walk into the darkness. I waited for this moment all my life now its in front of me. Was this meant to happen,was my life meant to end right here, is this fate? I do not know but I'm glad all of you came into my life But now as I pass on I'm nothing but a memory of the past. Gone and probably forgotten. Now as I sit 6 feet under the ground and my body continues to rotten. |
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voice2bheard Senior Member
since 2007-10-19
Posts 591New York |
I'll be honest the beginning of the poem was kind of not so much of likeness for me but as it went on it got better so not bad!! Kate |
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PoetsPlay Member
since 2007-12-22
Posts 56California |
It sounds like you are in a bad spot in life. I hope you will find a way out of the dark. Alexandra |
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