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MindBeyondBody
Junior Member
since 2007-08-02
Posts 14
Florida,United States

0 posted 2007-12-18 10:38 PM


I can feel it all around me, death has finally set its sight on me.
There is nothing I can do about it but just let life take its course.
I will miss you all greatly but don’t worry about me, ill be fine where i am going.
Everybody keep their head up and continue to fight.
My battle is done my fate has been decided time to leave the light and continue into the darkness.
I do not fear what will happen to me if it happens it happens no way to stop it.
I am tired of running my body is weary.
Pushed to its limits my muscles ache my bones hurt.
My mind has begun to slip into a state of insanity and depression.
I've ran all my life,I was scared to love.
I was scared to face myself because I was afraid of what I was going to see.
Afraid of becoming somebody I didn’t want to be but now in my last moments of the living.
I will not continue to run anymore I will stop and face my demons.
Doesn’t matter if I fail and they consume me, I need to at least try.
I will not give up I will continue to fight until there isn’t anything left in me.
I wish I would of fought for your love.
I wish I had the courage to express my love for you instead of pushing you away.
Now its to late the past is the past I cant do anything to change it.
Now as I come to my demise so many regrets.
So many things I failed at so many people I hurt to many promises I broke,just to much.
I fear if I continue down this path I will not rest in peace after my death.
I do not want to be tormented when I enter the darkness.
But if that falls upon my lost and twisted soul i will face it.
I would ask god for the strength but me and him parted ways along time ago.
I will not beg for mercy to much pride in my heart. Now its time to walk into the darkness.
I waited for this moment all my life now its in front of me.
Was this meant to happen,was my life meant to end right here, is this fate?
I do not know but I'm glad all of you came into my life
But now as I pass on I'm nothing but a memory of the past.
Gone and probably forgotten. Now as I sit 6 feet under the ground and my body continues to rotten.

© Copyright 2007 Konrod Clarke - All Rights Reserved
voice2bheard
Senior Member
since 2007-10-19
Posts 591
New York
1 posted 2007-12-19 01:14 PM


I'll be honest the beginning of the poem was kind of not so much of likeness for me but as it went on it got better so not bad!!

Kate

PoetsPlay
Member
since 2007-12-22
Posts 56
California
2 posted 2007-12-22 07:25 AM


It sounds like you are in a bad spot in life. I hope you will find a way out of the dark.

Alexandra

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