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Dark Poetry #4

A battle against myself

MindBeyondBody
Junior Member

since 2007-08-02

Posts 14
Florida,United States

0 posted 2007-08-06 11:34 AM

this Cant be real my Mind is playing a bad trick on me but this nightmare feels so real
i don't know where to begin as i open my eyes up in the middle of the night
i start to sweat and shake in fear it feels like the walls are caving in
as the days pass this feeling i cant explain gets worse so bad i cant even make it through the day
feels like somebody or something is crawling and eating at my soul
how long can i last until it overwhelms me and takes control
cant sleep because i fear he will get me in my dreams
I'm filled with so much fear i don't have a appetite to eat anything
I'm fighting a battle i cant win as i sit here thinking how did this hell on earth begin
hours to into days days turn in to weeks cant holdup for long need to sleep
as i try to maintain to stay complete i can taste and feel defeat
its only a few moments away now as i drift off into a deep sleep
i can feel him coming i can feel immense pressure all around me
as I try to look around but there is no point nothing but complete darkness
as the foul being descends on me he stops a couple feet away waiting for something
to nervous to run or speak i just sit there waiting for the end He opens his mouth and proceeds to speak
saying I knew this moment was going to come where you had to face me
as he gets closer i can start to make out his face oh my god it cant be its me

BrittanyJ
Member

since 2007-06-03

Posts 461
Come find me?

1 posted 2007-08-06 10:25 PM

I can't tell you how many times i have felt this

This was really captivating. I enjoyed reading it.

So no more hiding all your pain, you deserve a new start. That's why i'm closing myself away, this is a message from your heart.

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