Dark Poetry #4 |
Tired of faking it |
Alone in the dark Member
since 2006-02-10
Posts 105On the edge of an abyss |
I feel like an inconspicuous speck in a great void of nothingness... Where do I begin to make myself into something real, something tangible? How will I do it? And will anyone notice anyway? Am I just kidding myself that I can become a Real person? A Whole person? With feelings that come honestly, not just forced to fit the occasion? I'm tired of going through motions without emotions. I want to LIVE my life! I want to FEEL my life! But how can I turn back on feelings that have been shut down and dead for so long? I'm so tired of feeling empty. I feel like screaming so loud and so long that the windows will shatter. I want to be able to walk Around the glass, instead of stooping to pick up a shard to cut myself. I just want to live, to be free. To be normal, whatever that is........... |
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BrittanyJ Member
since 2007-06-03
Posts 461Come find me? |
Oh, my, gosh. I can relate so well. I really enjoyed reading this It was a very nice write. Life is not a matter of destiny, but a matter of choice. |
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Alone in the dark Member
since 2006-02-10
Posts 105On the edge of an abyss |
Thanks Brittany! I'm glad you liked it, but I'm also sad that you can relate. It's horrible to feel this way, isn't it? |
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BrittanyJ Member
since 2007-06-03
Posts 461Come find me? |
Absolutly But ya just gotta keep movin, sometimes there's nothin you can do to change whats heppening. So you just have to deal with it. I read your poem again I liked it even better the second time! Please excuse me, my heart is bleeding. |
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