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ForeverPoetic Junior Member
since 2003-09-05
Posts 28Streaming down a tranquil sea |
All my life ive been abused Not physically nor was it mentally It was a different kind One that eats you up inside One that makes you forget about everything Your life, your loved ones, and even yourself. It makes you become a different person With multiple personalities With an addictive lifestyle. I do everything But the one thing that must keep me alive. The one thing that keeps my heart rate steady My lungs in tacked. My brain working The one thing that keeps me emotionally stable. Because of this illness Ive tried multiple ways to stop Ive tried everything. Death has been upon me many times wether its slit writs or a tight rope around my neck Im always upon it And then I stumble Could there be more in this life Could there be happiness These thoughts fill my mind My guilt I pray to god everynight I ask him why am I like this But still I never get an answer I pray that it will come one day But till then Im stuck taking pills Seeing doctors Being blamed for my issues mental hospitals lactose pills wrong assumptions hearts failing lungs closing brain malfunctioning And yet im still waiting... waiting for all the RIGHT answers. Stars, though unseen on dark nights. Are still there, just hidden away. Twinkling, winking at us, and laughing at our dismay |
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