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garysgirl
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0 posted 2004-01-09 02:50 PM


Once someone has been hurt
it is so hard for that person to trust again
completely to trust in another one

No matter how much the other one is worthy
and deserves to be trusted
doubts keep showing their ugly head

Creeping up through the channels
of the mind
is the doubt and fear

Crawling like a creature
from the dark
into your mind

Why is this.....
why can't the past be the past
nevermore to enter into the mind again

Leaving room for the present
and the future......

Leaving space for complete and total trust.......
without reservation......


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1 posted 2004-01-09 02:51 PM


the past is the past, but sometimes it's hard to let it there....
words of wisdom you share Ethel...

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2 posted 2004-01-09 02:54 PM


Thank you, Donna, for your kind words.
It is sometimes so hard to completely trust again,
without reservation.
Hugs  
Ethel

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3 posted 2004-01-09 02:56 PM


I know first hand how very hard it is Ethel..
Excellent thoughts here.
Hugs~

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I found there lives within me,
    an invincible summer.

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4 posted 2004-01-09 02:58 PM


Thanks, Nancy Lee. I appreciate you
very much, sweet lady.  
Hugs  
Ethel

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5 posted 2004-01-09 03:21 PM


Ethel...You must be reading my mind. A tender subject indeed. To forgive and trust again takes a caring heart. Thanks for sharing...Paul

"To share my poems with you is to share my heart with you"

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6 posted 2004-01-10 01:56 AM


Thank you, Paul, for your
nice comments. I appreciate it.
Hugs  
Ethel

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7 posted 2004-01-10 08:45 PM


So very true , on all accounts,,,,,,,sometimes,,,the doubts,,,even tho hurt by others,,,is of ourself....
michelle

I wish all could find the true happiness I have found,,in the eyes of Mike

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8 posted 2004-01-11 01:30 AM


Even when you want to....even when you try.

Something will always happen, some little thing that brings it all back. When that comes, the only thing that's different is the heat, and perhaps your familiarity with the exact flavor of pain.

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9 posted 2004-01-11 01:34 AM


Good question, Ethel -- it's up to us I guess -- a choice we make, maybe.     lol.....jo
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10 posted 2004-01-11 02:20 AM


I know this all to well, and I think the first time you can forgive but the next time..and next...you know there is a pattern and this is who they are and 9 times out of ten..they will do it again...

If they break the trust once and learn from their mistakes and behaviors change...then maybe it can be restored...but it is hard..as long as you have a mind and memories you can't forget unless you have amnesia or death...

I have been through this and forgave..worked it all out and tried to forget...but you know what I got in return?......I got lied to again..and again..

It is now hard for me to trust anybody at all!

Great thoughts of life!

~ARH
I hope your not going through this...it is torture of ones heart and mind....

Open your eyes, open your mind, open your heart, let me come in and show you love.....~ARH

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11 posted 2004-01-11 02:58 AM


I suppose.. if the past stayed gone,
we'd never have words
and our steps would still be uncertain
for confidence is that of a babe held in mother's arms
and faith, in the eyes of a child.

If only we could pick and choose.
Love it

Always, Alyssa

He was a man of sorrows
...I am a girl of tears.

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12 posted 2004-01-11 03:31 AM


boy can i relate to this... it's so hard to let go after you've been hurt... and even though you know that the person may not deserve to not be trusted.. it's still so hard...
Thanks for sharing...
Gave me some peace....

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13 posted 2004-01-11 07:48 AM


Nicely phrased.  This comes pretty close to situations I've been in.  I'm a truster, but it is difficult sometimes to find those who will trust.  KJ

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The yawn of a dawn will hasten the light

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14 posted 2004-01-11 07:56 AM


why can't the past be the past
nevermore to enter the mind again?

Very good question, my friend, to which I have no answer.  I do know eventually one thing has to go, the fear or the person you are afraid of releasing all your reservations for.  The two can't reside healthily together.

I've been there, and now, am so cleansed of that angst since I trusted again.  Trust your heart to know when to trust again!

McLean

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15 posted 2004-01-11 05:39 PM


All that baggage... always winding up at our destination... if only the airlines were so efficient! LOL

I like this very much, garysgirl... even if I don't like the pain that baggage can give.

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16 posted 2004-01-11 05:40 PM


enjoyed
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17 posted 2004-01-11 05:42 PM


It is good that you have said the words

Someone else may feel they are alone

By speaking someone knows

Dave

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18 posted 2004-01-11 06:41 PM




(big hugggsssssss) Oh Ethel, once when reading through my favorite digest, the Catholic Digest, I read an article on how Jesus wants us to trust unconditionally and that He expects sometimes we may be smitten with deceit but out of it is how we develop strength and courage and when we trust again it becomes soldified! (smiles) My heart goes out to all those hurt and I pray they take the courage and use it onward, God Bless You, we all love you so much! You have such a beautiful heart, sweet Ethel, thank you for sharing!



May love and light always shine upon you!

Love,
Noah Eaton

"You'll find something that's enough to keep you
But if the bright lights don't receive you
You should turn yourself around and come back home" MB20

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