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Foxyoasis
Senior Member

since 2003-06-10

Posts 974
Atlantic Beach,Fla

0 posted 2003-11-16 05:08 PM

Hurt in my body
My heart is torn
once more.

Tears flow from
my eyes like
waterfalls.

My body aches
with the pain
inside I struggle
within. Like a
baby trying to
cry.

Insides are
apart,everything
is falling around.

But none of it makes
a sound. Dreams are
escape from the world
of my doom.

Sometimes I wish the
world would end soon.
No more sadness no more
crying. No more being
afraid of dying.

Walking along the hard
cold grown,barefoot and
free with my soul out
in the opening.

Will someone close
me up? Stich me up
once more?

The Trees sway from
side to side,As my days
run together so much.

The caldender pages
flips faster and faster
time is begining to be
invisible to me.

Don't know what day or
year it is anymore.

All I know is I just
want to be happy once
more.

Earth Angel
Member Empyrean

since 2002-08-27

Posts 40215
Realms of Light

1 posted 2003-11-16 06:51 PM

Julie, your poem was down-right heart-breaking to read. This sounds too authentic to not be a reflection of where you are in your own life at the present time.

When I have gone through painful dark times in my life, I grab onto the knot at the end of the proverbial rope and keep saying to myself, "And this too shall pass!" ~ and in time it does! Life can have a wonderful way of surprising us in delightful ways after we have experienced such lows.

Remember, "The darkest comes before the dawn"!

You wrote an incredibly emotive poem. It really affected me deeply. Take care ~ and keep well.

Peace, Love & Harmony,
Warm healing hugs,

EA

[This message has been edited by Earth Angel (11-16-2003 07:19 PM).]

Foxyoasis
Senior Member

since 2003-06-10

Posts 974
Atlantic Beach,Fla

2 posted 2003-11-16 07:02 PM

I keep thinking that. I hope writting about it gets it out of my system. It ususally helps me see things more clear.

Thank you for your comments,and concerns. Its nice to know that someone cares.

Fool me once shame on you.....Fool me twice shame on me.....

SharaRose
Member Elite

since 2003-07-19

Posts 2501
Somewhere out there~

3 posted 2003-11-16 07:07 PM

A very painful place to be. A place I think all of us have been to at one time, or another. I don't think any of us escapes this dreaded rock bottom feeling. Look up. Higher things wait for you even though it doesn't seem that way. It happens that way for all of us I think, or that's been the exp's I have been through. Sending a hug. Time heals...believe me..it does.

Love,
Terri~

Foxyoasis
Senior Member

since 2003-06-10

Posts 974
Atlantic Beach,Fla

4 posted 2003-11-16 07:16 PM

Thanks everyone *HUGS* You are the only ones besides my one best freind. That truly understands.

Fool me once shame on you.....Fool me twice shame on me.....

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